Chapter 31 April Tel ford POV □□□□ We will be a disaster… His words still feel like a black cloud over my head which feels heavy, so heard to ignore or even forget. And he meant it when he said that this won't be good. We won't be good, together. And the way he just explained how his s****l adventures are, so wild and so unnerving to me. But for him, it's so simple and easy. If the guy I sleep with doesn't even stay for a second to look at my second or indulge in a kiss, I will surely feel like a hooker who is, in fact, doing her job for free which is shameful, either way. That's why, after knowing that Theodore Brown just need toys with p***y and not a woman, who he will care to tend… I'm here on a date. A blind date because I want to live dangerously. I can imagine Ariana Grande's