" I don't know Emma, I don't have the answer to that. I want you like I've wanted no one else. When you first dropped the hot soup on me, I was angry, I mean my thigh got burnt badly, and to get my anger out I made you my mistress. I intended to humiliate you, to belittle you, but it was never to have s*x with you. I was with Sofia at that time. I thought making you my mistress would cool me off but it further bugged me. You were on my mind 24 by 7. I couldn't control myself, I found myself wanting to be near you and when Sofia finally broke up, I realized I wanted you. But Emma I didn't want you to be my rebound, so I control myself from getting closer to you but I can't help it. I don't know...what you are to me. All I can say for now is, that I deeply care about you, Emma. And I can't h
