The only way to explain what is going on in my life these days are probably the word 'hell'. Not only has Sebastian returned to his office full time, but he has left me to babysit 4 children. The adult size one is the most difficult. I'm use to the actaul kids. They like me and we understand each other. I give my all to them and they try their best for me. Zoella is a completely other thing. Ever since the polo match she has set out to make my life hell. Like it's my fault that Sebastian wanted me to sit next to him or that he held my leg. It was all to spite her. I wanted to read so much more into it, but it was a just to put her in her place. I don't even know why I wanted to read into it, well I know why I just don't understand it. Zoella dropped it for a couple days, but that only seem
