Sebastian POV
The CPR thing was a disaster. I thought that I could make it a family bonding experience. I had arranged with the instructor that Zoella and Alexis should be in a team. He came up with some excuse why he placed us in the teams we were in. I just wanted Alexis and Zoella to spend some time together. I didn't think he would team me up with Mila. I would have been fine with being in a team with Matthew. Zoella has been really upset about me holding Mila’s leg. She brings it up constantly. I get that it was the wrong move. I never intended to hold her leg. I just wanted to stop her from getting up. It just felt so right, so natural that I didn't even think of removing it. It was like I forgot that I had placed it there or whose leg it was. I felt so awkward when it was halftime
