Zane
I don’t know what to do. She said she’d think about it, but I’m going nuts not knowing what she’s thinking. I need to talk to her. I’ve barely registered what has been going on all morning in the lesson. I need her so fuckin bad I’m losing my fuckin marbles. I’ve never felt like this towards any girl before. I just messed around and had fun with them, and they never seemed to care, neither did I. I ain’t no virgin, but I know Gracie is. Do not ask me how I know, I just do.
Gracie is more than the girls I’ve hung around with. She’s beautiful and intelligent, and she has focused on what she wants out of life. I like me. I’m just going to end up a bum. But I doubt my family would ever allow that. My brothers are both mechanics and want me to join them in their garage, so much so that t
