Chapter 5
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Ivy
I never claimed to be a good girl.
I never grew up in a world where touching myself was a sin and forbidden.
I touched myself when I learned about m**********n before. And forgive me, since Felix was not really good at s*x, I touched myself often that I slept with him. Tragic, I know. What could I say? My hand was more satisfying than his d**k. Good thing he abandoned me.
“Hm…” I hummed as I softly rubbed my clit. I wonder how Lucifer was feeling right now, seeing me m**********g? The thing was, even though I was imagining Lucifer, “Lucius…” I pushed out the courage and murmured another man's name instead. That guy was hot at hell. As Naomi said, a hot daddy. Call me crazy but I could feel him looking at me right now. He was a demon; he could see past through my curtains. Did that make me ashamed of what I was doing? Absolutely not. It just fueled me and I tucked my hand inside my tank top and grabbed my boob. Feeling myself getting wetter.
I did this before last week.
Lucifer never appeared.
I knew it would be like I was inviting him to come out and f**k me. I just wanted to see him; couldn’t I do that? I wanted to tell him to stop because I f*****g hated this situation. I hated when he was out there, always following me, watching me, but he refused to be seen by me. I wanted him to man up and show himself. Even by seducing him.
“Oh, God…” I moaned again as I pushed my finger inside my p***y and pinched my n****e. Imagining Lucifer’s tongue was making love with me. Had he slept with someone? With a demon or a human? Anyhow, there was just no way that guy was still a virgin. I’d be utterly shocked if he still was.
…Ivy…
God, I could even hear his voice calling out my name. I liked the sound of his voice stating my name. Sounding like a God. Well, technically, he was. God of the underworld. God of Hell. And with his big hands, grabbing my boobs. Making me feel good, ready to fly to Heaven. Would he let me? The dark being like him to send me off to the nirvana? The place where he used to be? Probably not. Maybe his dark eyes were sensitive with the lights from that place now. And maybe his body would go frigid just by stepping inside there.
“f**k,” I moaned again.
Do you want to come, Ivy?
“Yes…” s**t, I could even hear him chuckling. Because of my honesty? Or because of what I was doing to him right now?
I won’t let you come that easily, Ivy. This is your punishment for trying to seduce me.
I could feel myself smiling as I pushed another finger inside of me. Biting my lower lip, picturing Lucifer was holding his c**k. His already big and fat c**k. I think his was probably big. Stroking it and asking, do you want this?
“f**k yes… f**k me… Lucifer…”
That was the worst mistake.
“What a lewd woman you are.” Snapping my eyes open, I looked down and saw a shadow. Oh, s**t! “Ah.” He grabbed my thighs before I could even react, locking me tightly. “You brought this upon yourself, little Ivy. You want me; here I am,” he stated in a teasing tone.
I couldn’t say anything.
I was too shocked to talk.
I did it.
I brought him out!
And now… He was licking my already wet and swollen clit as I threw my head to the back. “Oh, God…” Moan passed my lips. s**t, this was better than my imagination. His tongue felt so f*****g good. Tasting my p***y from top to bottom. His tongue went up and down. Savoring every inch of me. Inside of me. “Lucifer…” I cried out his name as my hand escaped to grip his hair. His black hair like the night sky. Dark as his existence. Black as his eyes. Yet soft as cotton. And damn, he smelled so good. Like a musk. Very sensual and animalistic. Was it his cologne? Did he even wear one? Or it was just…him?
“Do you want me, Ivy?” he asked. What a déjà vu.
“Yes.”
“Do you want me to ravish you like a good little w***e you are?” What? Did he even know the word w***e? Whatever the case was…
“I’m not a f*****g w***e,” I spewed.
“You’re not, but tonight you’re acting like one.”
“It’s your damn fault.”
“Hm…” he hummed and continued his job down there. s**t, I wanted to come. “I can see you’re already to explode anytime soon, Ivy,” he stated. But he stopped licking and touched my highly sensitive core as my body jerked. Chuckling, “So sensitive, huh? Since you’ve seduced me, it wouldn’t admirable if I left you alone,” he stated.
“You never left me. You’re just too far from me.”
“Because that’s the only way for me to know how are you doing.”
“Then, stay with me.”
“You know I can’t do that, Ivy.”
“Then, stop doing this. I never wanted to be followed. I never wanted to be protected. I only want you. You, right in front of me, saying everything you want to say and I want to hear.” My eyes were burning. Building up the emotion I had and finally letting it out. “Just leave me alone if you never wanted to be with me.” I finally cried. What an embarrassment. I never cried about Lucifer again after Venus’ wedding. After he silently declared he would never tell me his reason for following me around like a f*****g stalker.
Now, every time Lucifer was with me, I cried. Showing my vulnerability to Lucifer. My angel of death. Right now, he was my cruel angel. “You don’t want to be involved with me, Ivy.”
“That’s me to decide. It’s so selfish of you to decide everything without discussing it with me. You did it again. Meddling with me behind my back. Without involving me. Just let me go, Lucifer. I can finish by myself.” Or maybe I wouldn’t because I was not turned on anymore.
“I can’t do that.”
“You don’t need to take the blame for leaving me unattended. Just go! Go and leave me the hell alone and never follow me again. If you never had any intention to at least be with me, to show yourself, then leave! I don’t need an imaginary friend. I want a real one.” He didn’t move. Almost like he was thinking now about it. Damn, I could even his head was screaming. Whatever. I knew what his decision was as I pulled my body from him. Only he grabbed me and pinned my wrists on top of my head. “What are you doing?!”
“I told you I won’t leave you unattended,” he countered.
“f**k you, asshole!”
He chuckled, “That’s what you want from me, no?”
“f**k you! If you’re going to rape me, I will hate you forever.”
“Is that what you want?”
“That will make everything easier to hate you.”
“True, that’s why I’ve been thinking why you never hate me. You should be. I’m the Lucifer, Ivy. I’m a demon. You should’ve hated me. You don’t.” He was right. I should’ve hated him. I should’ve been scared of him. I didn’t. Because I knew, Lucifer was more than that.
“You’re more than your title as the Lucifer. You might be not aware of it, but I see it. Your soul is not as dark as you think,” I declared. He didn’t say anything. Probably digesting what I just said to him. Maybe no one had ever told him that. Of course. Because that was what I thought of him. Lucifer was not as evil as people thought of him.
“You are indeed…” He didn’t finish his words when I heard him unzipping his trousers. Oh, no. He was indeed wanted to rape me! I was about to struggle, “Relax, I’m not going to do it, Ivy.” And then I felt it, his tip. His was already hard. So ready to enter me, to break me, to claim me. “Do you know the meaning if I have mine inside of you, Ivy?”
“No.”
“You’ll be mine for eternity. If you understand the consequences to be mine, then you’re mine for eternity. Do you want that? To be mine? To be only mine? And never let anyone know that you are with me?” That completely caught me off guard. That meant… “You will never have everything you dream of if you chose to be with me, Ivy. Especially about your prince charming.” Damn, this man. He was reading what was inside of my head.
But I knew what he was referring to.
If I was with Lucifer, I could never tell anyone that I had a relationship with Lucifer, with a demon, with the king. My relationship with him would stay a secret forever, until my last breath.
“Do you want that?” he asked again. I couldn’t answer. Of course, I had a dream about my eternal partner. My dream wedding. My dream family. Children. Everything. Even so…
He smirked. “Now you know what I’m talking about?” he asked. I couldn’t say anything and he added, “Just for tonight, Ivy.” That was his answer. Lucifer would never show himself anymore. He would only be watching me. My stalker. My eternal silent guardian. Back to what he was always doing every day since he found me.
I felt his tip sliding up and down of me. “Oh…”
“You have a beautiful moan, Ivy.”
“Shut up.” He chuckled again. How sexy and hot that was. Lucifer could push his d**k inside yet he didn’t. He didn’t want to claim me as his. He wanted to. I was not stupid. Not because he was turned one, he wanted me. Just like I wanted him. I didn’t want him because he was the Lucifer. Not because he was trying to save me. Because it was him. The Lucifer. My Lucifer. What’s stopping you, Ivy?
“Damn, Ivy…”
“Lucifer… Please…”
“Please what?”
“Let me go.”
“I will not let you go.”
“Then, stop being a stubborn man.”
“You stop being a stubborn woman as well,” he fired back. Oh, no wonder we were a match. We both refused to lose. Thinking of me, my ass.
“You’re a bastard.”
“I’ve been called worse.”
“I figure. Oh, God, please… Please, I’m close. I want to come… Please, I want to come.”
“Are you begging me now, Ivy?”
“I am, you stupid man!” He chuckled darkly, hinting at what he truly was.
“You should’ve prayed to your God more, Ivy. What a poor little thing you are for capturing my attention,” he teased.
“I’m not a religious person and God never saved me. Clara was the one who saved me.” Yes, a demon rescued me and gave me a second chance to live.
“You’re right.” He pushed my legs up, locking his c**k in between as he started to sag it. Oh, s**t. “Do you want to come, little human?” he questioned again.
“Yes.”
“Do you want to be my only w***e?”
“Yes. Lucifer, please…” I begged again as he increased his pace. Grabbing my butt cheeks. Hard enough he would leave a bruise. His growls infiltrated my ears. He was enjoying it too.
“Ivy,” he moaned my name.
My ears were buzzing. My head tightened. I was holding my breath. “Oh s**t! Lucifer!” I screamed until the top of my lungs. Together with his groans of pleasure. Feeling myself detonated. His sticky c*m spurted to my stomach. We both ran out of breath. Even Lucifer was holding his breath.
“Satisfied?” he asked.
“Very.”
He snickered and said, “You look so stunning when you came.”
“What a pleasure.” Rewarding me with his chuckle again. I liked that. His chuckles sounded hot to me.
And he surprised me…when he kissed my temple. So soft and loving my breath hitched. “Never test my patience, Ivy. Think about it.” The second I realized; he was gone. Only leaving a single black feather. Just like he did before.
Was I dreaming or was he just an illusion? No, everything was real. Lucifer was real. He was here with me. Only now he returned to his job; my stalker. And before I noticed it, I was crying while hugging the single feather into my chest. Afraid it would be gone if I didn’t hold it. “Stupid man…” I murmured.
And stupid me for not telling him the truth.
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