Jack’s P.O.V
When Lucy, my mate, my other half left me, I understood what a jerk I was. I was selfish and top of that I was blind. I was blind to see that others were manipulating me to take whatever they wanted from me, attention, money, social status, physical intimacy, and pleasure. I always wanted to please so-called “my friends”. I wanted to prove to them that I was different from others, a cool and easy-going guy who pays no f**k whatsoever happen in the world. I wanted to prove them so hard that and I lost myself in the process. I never enjoyed the company with them. I let them use my money whenever they wanted and for whatever they wanted. I thought that whatever happens they would stick with me. We partied all night, went clubbing, slept with each other, and did a lot of ungratef
