Letter #1
Dear Ella,
Don't ask why, but you were always first my list. Maybe it's because you understood... Sometimes you didn't, but I couldn't expect you to. Hell, I barely understood. But I do want you to understand, that I'm better....
That it didn't hurt. Maybe I've stopped hurting. You guys were right, my skin was never tough enough. I wish it was though, because instead of crying for me, you'd be laughing.
With me.
Soon you'll laugh again. Smile?
Soon you'll forget the pain of seeing me dead...
I'll always love you!
Love Blu...
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