My stomach was knotted on the way to school this morning. I would have to see Grant, and I was curious if we would talk about our kiss, his kiss with Caitlyn, or prom. But my head had been on the verge of exploding all weekend. I tried to keep myself busy with work and school and caring for Mom when she wasn't fighting against me, and nothing dulled my nerves. Just as he had every day, he came into the library with a big smile on his face. "What's up, Lenny?" He sat beside me, dragging his textbooks out. "I saw you kissing Caitlyn at the mall." I didn't want it to be the first thing that came from my mouth, but here we are. My face flushed red, and his face... unbothered. "She kissed me. I didn't kiss her. Then I told her I was talking to someone." He bumped his shoulder against min