I swear, the last time I felt this anxious was trying to tame and connect with my newfound wolf aka Ivory. She was a dirty piece of work in the initial months. Absolutely uncontrollable, angry, and horny as hell. My human part was a cowering piece of mess in front of her and every time the full moon neared, I was filled with dread.
I think eventually I got used to her or she got used to me, but it was a very tough process altogether. But given it is sometimes said that your wolf is a projection of your shadow self, maybe that kind of dominance and stubbornness has always been there inside me. And finding Ivory just enhanced it. She made me the Cora I am today, for the most part, so even though I hate her ninety percent of the time, I am still grateful to her.
"I can hear everything jus
