Even with the plans I have in place, I was still nervous about everything and just couldn’t sleep. I stared at the ceiling not able to shut my brain off. It wasn’t just the plans, it was much more than that. I just got my daughter here, and as much as I love my sons, the way my daughter looks up to me like I hung the moon up just for her, is so much different. I had always heard the quote, “Momma’s boys, and daddy’s girls.” I didn't understand it before, but I get it now. The pain of having to let her go, when I just got her, hurts me so much more than I expected it to. I am in emotional pain, and sad, at knowing that my daughter will be leaving soon. I know that Brandon will be a good mate for her, and protect her, but I would love for her to stay here, with us, for the rest of her l
