I would have been the “bad” mate in this little equation. Now, we are kind of on equal footing. I was tricked into a relationship a month before I knew Raven was my mate. Yes, I found out she was my mate a few hours earlier that night, but I hadn’t really made my final decision yet. I was just telling Reagan what she wanted to hear like I usually do when we have s*x. I had no idea that Raven could hear me. My heart bleeds for her pain, I never meant to hurt her, I felt it that day. When she passed out, all her emotions hit me like a tank. It was why I couldn’t finish with Reagan. I needed to go check on Raven. The pain she felt had made me feel worthless, and like I was the most horrible mate ever. After Raven left, I didn’t want to go ahead with the contract. I told Reagan that very
