Justin motioned to the light on the wall as he came back from the bathroom, and I nodded. I would rather speak to them in the dark, it would be easier to say what I was thinking without seeing their hurt expressions. It is bad enough to feel it through the mate bond, but I haven’t let them feel what I am feeling yet. Emerald is a strong wolf and has borne a lot of our pain throughout this. It is time that they realized how their words and actions have affected me, and that was the first thing that I was going to do tonight. We all settled into bed. I had my back to Justin, and he was already ready for it. I can’t help it, of the two of them, he HAS hurt me the most. I know better now that I was privy to his memories, some of what happened to him in the first place, but he still slept wit
