I turned away from them to go look out my window, out at the tree, I have climbed so many times, and tried to calm myself down. I refuse to cry about this. There is nothing that can be done about it, the wheels were already in motion. My eyes are burning with the sting of tears, that I refuse to let fall. I held the sob in, and I know just being in this place is not bringing the best of memories back. I felt him before I saw him. I felt strong arms come around my waist and Justin hugs me from behind. Brandon then stepped in front of me and brought me into his hug, keeping his arms on my shoulders, and pulling me towards him. I let the tears go ahead and flow. I know they felt what I was feeling through the bond. Neither saying a word just being here for me. The women all quietly left my
