I just want to leave, leave this horrible room, leave this horrible pack, I am OK with the other penalty. I just hate that dad wasted so much money paying Blake to spare my life. Is your life really worth living when you are living like this? Yes, I enjoyed some of it, but I only wanted to be with Clive, and Aaron, not Darren, and Michael. Darren wasn’t that bad, but I don’t want Michael to touch me again. I shudder again, and I see that they both notice it, but neither mention that they saw it. I didn’t even know Darren, ten minutes after meeting him and he got to see me naked. This was much worse than I ever considered, and I just want to go to my room now. I want my stuff from the SUV, and I want to be alone, and bathe, for a long time. I am trying to keep from crying here, I am worki
