Juss’s Pov As soon as I cummed and my mind cleared, I pushed him away faster than my brain could react, before he would stop me, I jumped off the top. I could feel his eyes on me as I began to search for my panties on the floor, hurriedly wearing them while I buttoned my shirt. There were so many things running through my head, the alcohol in my system disappeared faster with every second as I realized I'd gotten it all wrong. That I'd done something I shouldn't have because I thought since it had happened before, it didn't matter. Which was stupid. How was I becoming even more stupid? "Juss," he called. I ignored him as I walked away, feeling the tears stinging my eyes. God, I'd never been more stupid and I hated this. I felt dirty and... disgusting, especially since I could feel t