it is possible that I didn't feel so comfortable at lunch because what was on my mind was leaving a good impression which the queen barely noticed......that strict woman kept on sending me uncomfortable glances as if I wronged her in my past life so I didn't enjoy my food at all immediately after, we returned to the queen's quarters to continue the planning for the wedding.......what was I even expecting when they announced that a wedding will happen within three days?? I wish they can just go through with the planning without consulting me because I don't want to be a part of all this at all....... it's so exhausting and I can't wait for all this to be over soon there was one thing that I had in mind while we were planning for both weddings and engagement ceremonies.........I know that