5 Faithful Diary, After finding Terra's every earthly belonging piled by the front door, I called her name and waited silently for some response. The house was eerily quiet. It sounded as if there were no one home—no one but me. For a moment, I could not feel my heart beating. I thought perhaps I had ceased to exist. My heart proved me wrong by thundering in my ears. “Terra?” I called out, storming toward the basement. I whipped open the door and trod the stairs. Rage shot through me with every step. When I arrived at the foot of the basement stairs, I found Terra and Elle asleep on our old futon mattress. Elle was curled up under a blanket Terra's grandmother had crocheted for her, which struck me as jarring. I was sure I'd seen that blanket in the stack of Terra's belongings