LOLA'S POV
I definitely felt something for Zach. That explains why i was pissed off when he left me like that. He didn't insist on being with me and it kind of got to me.
The smell of weed hit my nose and i was reminded of him. My one and true love. It just took a day for everything to come to an end. Without notice.
Every-time I recall this, my heart breaks into tiny little fragments and the pain hurts so much. I should have done better that time.
What was i thinking for Christ sake?
My eyes become moistened with tears. Everything, every little baby step that i had done to feel better and to forgive myself went through the window at once. I felt that i was the most hurt less person in the entire damn galaxy.
I mean, what if i cant change? What if this is the person that i am?
Afte
