LOLA'S POV
Everyday got worse. I was not expecting this baby to keep on crying at night at the expense of my sleep.
Everyday, I got more and more tired of it. I am sorry to say this but I didn't find the happiness when I looked into his eyes.
To make the matters worse, he brought me nothing but sadness. All that I was reminded of is how his dad left me high and dry.
I was very in love with him. Too much in love with him that I actually lost my mind. I wanted to be a part of his life. I was obsessed with him. I wanted to spend every second of my life with him.
It is such a shame that after everything that I did to make him happy, he left me with this burden.
With this child that keeps crying without stopping. I hated it.
This night he didn't get any better. He kept on crying and this
