I’m stuck in the middle of a dull patch. There are three men on Grindr that are ‘on their way’ which means nothing. More than half of the men ‘on their way’ dissolve and disappear. Often their tiny Grindr pictures vanish too. I sometimes wonder if they ever really existed. Was ‘Latino8’ really coming by or did I drift off and dream that one?
I actually had a stray text from my friend Michael.
seven more pounds and ill be fit to be seen.
I would like to reply, but can’t risk his wanting to fire up a full-fledged text discussion. That would be too distracting. I’ll touch base later. I hang a faded candy cane on the advent calendar, next to the elf face.
I’ve lost track of time. There was one reject after Speedoboy. He was nameless, from the phone line, promising all sorts of muscle and
