*MALIYAH* I took a deep calming breath and wiped my face. I don’t know what to do with my love for him other than to keep it buried. He wrapped his arms around me. “I feel so bad for making you cry.Tell me,do you want anything?Hmm?” ‘I want what I can’t have’ I thought. My phone rang out from the deck chair and he let go of me as I went to get it. I stared at the caller ID and sighed. It was Alonzo. I don’t know what else to say to make him understand that I wasn’t interested in him. And somehow,I’m beginning to understand him but I don’t want to be like him. I don’t want to pester Ben with my feelings. The last thing I wanted was for him to see me as a pest that he can’t get rid of. At the same time,I knew it wouldn’t be easy,I mean,I still have to