*MALIYAH* Ben was away for the most part of the next day and I kept myself busy as well. I browsed through the internet,read,watched a few movies but occasionally I thought about him. He was always fond of creeping into my mind.I had thought maybe when I finally do everything I want with him,I would think of him less but it seems I think of him more now. And last night,opening himself to me and crying,it just felt I knew another part of him.A part no one else knows and that made me feel important. I know I shouldn’t feel too important to him. But I can’t help it. I felt I had a part of him.I was getting way ahead of myself but it was really hard not to. Especially when I know that he had all of me,even if I didn’t want to admit to it,I knew that man had every part