*MALIYAH* Ben and I had breakfast together,then he left for his meeting. Drew took me to an OB/GYN where I got on birth controls.It was preferably I wait until 2-3 days before having s*x but I just didn’t think I could wait that long so I was giving an extra combination pill that would take effect,immediately. Yeah.I was that impatient to lose my virginity to Ben and I didn’t want to have second thoughts. As Drew drove back to the hotel,I glanced at him,from what I knew,he wasn’t Ben’s secretary yet he follows Ben everywhere like a secretary.He was more like Ben’s personal bodyguard. He definitely must’ve noticed something was going on between Ben and I. I ran a hand through my hair choosing not to think of how people felt about what Ben and I had. It would be over i