*BENNETT* Nodding,I walked passed Esme and headed for my study. I still felt so agitated and I badly needed something to calm my nerves.I searched through the drawers in my study and grabbed a pack of cigarette. I took out one of them and lit it up. As I took a drag, I felt my nerves becoming a bit calm. And I was starting to think rationally again. Was that me a while ago? Acting like a wild beast? Recalling how I raised my voice at her and how startled she had been made me winced. What went wrong with me? I don’t think I’ve ever been that upset. I still don’t like that she was like that with the gardener but was that enough to turn me into a angry mess? ‘A jealous mess,perhaps.’My subconsciousness mocked. Jealous? Me? Of a gardener? I had