*BENNETT*
Nodding,I walked passed Esme and headed for my study.
I still felt so agitated and I badly needed something to calm my nerves.I searched through the drawers in my study and grabbed a pack of cigarette.
I took out one of them and lit it up.
As I took a drag, I felt my nerves becoming a bit calm.
And I was starting to think rationally again.
Was that me a while ago?
Acting like a wild beast?
Recalling how I raised my voice at her and how startled she had been made me winced.
What went wrong with me?
I don’t think I’ve ever been that upset.
I still don’t like that she was like that with the gardener but was that enough to turn me into a angry mess?
‘A jealous mess,perhaps.’My subconsciousness mocked.
Jealous?
Me?
Of a gardener?
I had
