My Alpha Mate

Chapter 1

•Sig•

I walked out of the room while looking at Gabriel a few times for a moment. I'm glad to see Gabriel again. This time I think fate really wants to bring Gabriel and me together. I'm grateful to see him again and hope that I can start our relationship well. I hope that Gabriel also wants and wants to go back to walking with a destiny that brings the two of us together.

I've been thinking about Gabriel since meeting him last times, I can't sleep and keep remembering his face. After that, I always looked for Gabriel at school when dropping off and picking up Leynn but I no longer saw him. I also tried to ask Leynn about Gabriel but Leynn only said that Gabriel had not been seen for the past 2 days. I met Gabriel since 4 days ago but Leynn said that Gabriel didn't come to school since 2 days ago. I wonder what happened to Gabriel.

I picked up Leynn as usual, I looked for Gabriel's figure but I didn't see him at all. I finally got up the nerve to ask one of the teacher who was helping Leynn to tidy up Leynn's belongings.

"Mrs. Alyn, eeh Mr Gabriel has not been seen in recent days. Did something happen to Mr Gabriel?" I asked a little awkwardly.

"Mr. Harold, nothing happened to Mr. Gabriel. Since 3 days ago Mr. Gabriel did not come because of family matters", said Mrs. Alyn.

"Ahh, I see", I said, nodding my head.

Leynn has finished tidying up her things. We immediately went home but on the road I saw a woman who was so familiar to me, Leynn saw it and excitedly pointed at the woman.

"Daddy, that's aunt Hera, that's aunt Hera," said Leynn excitedly.

"Yes, that's aunt Hera", I said with a smile.

I pulled my car aside and opened the window next to Leynn's seat.

Leynn immediately screamed to call her, "Aunt Hera, Aunt Hera."

Hera looked at us and waved her hand. But I was even more surprised because someone I wanted to meet since yesterday was now walking towards Hera. My feet suddenly reflex will get out of the car and chase him.

"Teachers, there are teachers too", said Leynn excitedly.

Hera walked towards us together with the sweet-faced boy that I miss. The two of them walked side by side and chatted with each other intimately. When the two of them were beside our car, the two of them immediately greeted me and Leynn.

"Hi, Sig. Leynn, dear", said Hera, directing her hand to caress Leynn's cheek.

"Hello, Mr. Harold. Hello, Leynn," said Gabriel awkwardly.

"Hi, Hera. Hello Mr. Gabriel. What are you doing here together?", Somehow I was a little annoyed seeing the two of them together.

"Hey hey, that's perfect. Gabriel and I didn't bring our car. Take us home, Sig", said Hera, who immediately opened the car door and sat comfortably.

Gabriel did not enter and just stood looking at Hera, his face a little irritated.

"All right, I'll take you home. Come in Mr. Gabriel", I said softly.

"No need, Mr. Harold. I can go home by myself. Anyway, my house is in a different direction from the direction Hera's condominium," said Gabriel awkwardly.

"It's okay, I'll stay at Uncle's house today. So, Sig, you can take me and Leynn home and take Gabriel home after that," said Hera, who looked at me with a sly smile.

Somehow I feel that Hera knows about me and Gabriel.

"Come in, Mr. Gabriel," I said softly.

Gabriel remained standing. "Teacher, come on in and stop by my house to play. Please," said Leynn, clutching Gabriel's shirt.

"Come in or I will drag you in," said Hera irritably.

"Very well", Gabriel came in and sat down next to Hera.

I quickly started my car and drove toward the road, on the way that Leynn and Hera became the most talkative people. The two of them talked about many things, until Leynn looked tired and fell asleep. Hera started a conversation and kept teasing me and Gabriel.

"Hey, Sig. Gabriel is very cute, right?", Said Hera, poking my shoulder.

I was shocked by the question. I glanced at Gabriel through the rearview mirror.

"Hmm, cute", I said while looking at Gabriel who looked flushed.

"Haha, do you like Gabriel?" Said Hera with a laugh.

" Hera, stop it", said Gabriel irritably.

"Why? You two get along well and Leynn likes you too, Gabriel?", Said Hera, pointing to our faces.

The atmosphere immediately became awkward when Gabriel said irritably and said quite loudly, "Stop it".

Gabriel looked out of the window. Seeing that I immediately became uncomfortable. I felt like Gabriel was telling me that he didn't want to start a relationship with me even though he knew that I was his fated mate. But I know it i do something wrong to him because when I met him and found out that he was my fated mate, instead of harvesting him and accepting him, I turned and ignored him without caring what happened to him. I feel guilty and sorry that I didn't choose Gabriel.

Maybe at that time what I felt at Pear was not love but only my selfishness who didn't want to accept the destiny that had been assigned to me. I chose Pear because she was the only omega that could stick with me at the time, Pear accepted me and gave me comfort. Even though in the end I had to be hurt by her too, such a terrible pain.

Just seeing Gabriel from afar is enough for me, I want Gabriel to be happy even if it's not with me. If Gabriel doesn't choose me and is reluctant to be with me then I will let him go. I just want to take care of him and help him find his happiness.

We arrived home, I would carry Leynn asleep into the house, but Hera stopped me.

"You take Gabriel home, let me put Leynn to sleep," said Hera, carrying Leynn from the car.

Gabriel who had gotten out of the car felt awkward, "I can go home alone from here".

"Sig will take you," Hera said firmly, then entered the house carrying Leynn, who was still fast asleep.

"Come on in, let me take you home", I opened the door to the front seat of the car.

"Thank you", said Gabriel as he opened the back door.

From Gabriel's voice I could tell he was upset. Gabriel closed the car door quite hard. I took a deep breath before getting into the car and escorting Gabriel home.

Apart from asking for Gabriel's house, I didn't dare to ask or say anything. I didn't want Gabriel to hate me even more. On the way we were silent, only the sound of breath could be heard. I felt like removing the awkward atmosphere between me and Gabriel but I didn't know where to start.

Arriving at a simple apartment, Gabriel descended. Without a word, Gabriel opened the car door and walked straight into the apartment. Somehow I unconsciously got out of the car and chased after Gabriel. During the trip I faintly felt the smell of a very sweet pheromone. I walked behind Gabriel.

Gabriel turned around and looked at me in annoyance, "Why is Mr. Harold following me?".

I ventured, "Gabriel, let's talk".

I gently grabbed Gabriel's hand, Gabriel immediately startled and violently let go of my hand.

"Don't touch me", said Gabriel. Gabriel immediately ran into his apartment.

I just froze, I saw tears trickling down Gabriel's face. I know for a fact that Gabriel does not wish to have a relationship with me. I continued to look at Gabriel's back which was getting farther away. Without realizing my tears were flowing, I made a big mistake by letting go of him who is a part of me. I hurt Gabriel more than I injured by Pear.

Seeing Gabriel who was no longer in front of me, I reluctantly walked towards the car. I have decided not to bother Gabriel anymore, I want to release Gabriel from my life. I looked as Gabriel left, I said goodbye in my heart to Gabriel, to my fated mate, to my soulmate. My tears flowed non-stop, I opened the car door but I could not afford to go inside and leave this place. As if that if I leave here it means I have also left Gabriel again.

I was silent outside the car, I opened the car door and then closed it again. I did that so many times that I ended up just sitting beside the car door. My tears kept flowing, I wiped it with my shirt sleeve until my shirt was wet. I know I have to get out of here. I knew I had to go and let Gabriel be happy but it was really hard for me to walk away. This time it was tough, harder than when I decided to release Gabriel for Pear because I knew this time if I let him go I wouldn't be able to reach him.

I've been standing for a long time, I opened the car door. I took a deep breath and was about to get into the car when someone hugged me from behind. The sound of sobbing was clearly heard. I knew who this person was and held his hand. I turned around and saw Gabriel's face filled with tears.

I saw Gabriel's face filled with tears I unconsciously brought my face to him and kissed his slightly swollen eyes. Gabriel looked surprised and leaned back, I grabbed his shoulder. My tears flowed again, I looked into his eyes longingly.

I have a lot to say but nothing I can say, "huh Gabriel".

Gabriel looked at me and wiped my tears, "This time can you choose me?".

I was very surprised by the question but I also felt happy, "Sorry, I'm sorry. Gabriel this time I .."

"Gabriel this time you must choose, I will accept all your choices", I said softly.

"I'm not worthy to choose you, but you're the one who deserves to choose. If you want to be with me I promise to made you happy and love you. Huhu", I continued.

"I always choose you", said Gabriel while hugging me.

I was so happy that I forgot everything and hugged Gabriel tightly.

"Thank you, thank you and forgive me who is so stupid," I said as I buried my face in Gabriel's neck.

After we hugged for a while, Gabriel let go of the hug.

"Go home, it's already night. Leynn will looking for you if she wake up from a sleep," said Gabriel quietly.

I don't feel like going home, I'm afraid that all of this is just a dream. Or if this was all true but after that Gabriel realized his decision was wrong and changed his words. I continued to grip Gabriel's hand tightly. I don't want to let it go even if it's just for a moment.

The sound of the phone ringing made me shocked and annoyed, I still wanted to be with Gabriel because I knew that if there was a call I would have to go and leave Gabriel. The person who called me first had only two choices, namely people from my job who must have asked me to work or people from home between Brother Tor who ordered me or Kin who asked for help. Gabriel removed his hand from my grip.

"Pick up the phone, maybe it's important", said Gabriel quietly.

"Okay", I said, taking the phone from my trouser pocket.

I saw the name of the caller is my father, I immediately picked up.

"Hello, Dad. What's wrong?", I said.

"Sig, Leynn is crying looking for you. Come home soon", said my father, the sound of crying can be heard clearly.

"All right, Dad. I'll be home soon", I said, sighing softly.

Gabriel also heard a voice over the phone, "Leynn crying? Go home".

I sighed and saw Gabriel's face. I hugged him for a moment. I want to convince myself that this is not a dream.

"Tomorrow can we meet?", I said softly and as if to beg Gabriel.

"Of course, tomorrow we will meet at school right?", Said Gabriel softly.

"Can I come get you tomorrow?", I said begging.

"Aah, that's too much trouble for you", said Gabriel.

"I'm afraid this is just a dream", I said quietly.

"Okay tomorrow you can pick me up", said Gabriel.

I was very happy and hugged Gabriel again. I'm still very careful about what I say and do to Gabriel. I am afraid that Gabriel will not like my actions and choose to leave me.

"Hurry home, Leynn is waiting for you," said Gabriel as he pushed me into the car.

"Okay okay", I got into the car and looked at Gabriel again.

I held his soft hand, "Ah Gabriel, can I have your number?".

Gabriel looked at me and smiled, "Sure".

I said goodbye several times to Gabriel. I told Gabriel to get into his apartment first then I started the car and drove home.

I still feel that everything is a dream. I wanted to text and call Gabriel but now that it's late at night, I don't want to disturb Gabriel's rest time. I can't sleep, I always think about Gabriel and i am very happy. I still open my eyes until the sun has risen. Even though I didn't sleep all night, I'm still very excited. I get out of bed and change into my sports clothes, I will jog as usual. I greeted my father and Hera who were sitting in the living room drinking coffee while chatting.

I ran through the road that I used to pass but when I was at a T-junction, I decided to turn in another direction which is a road that I don't usually take for jogging. This road is the road I took last night to get to Gabriel's apartment. I continued to run at an increasingly fast pace but was still within the normal speed for a human when running. Without feeling I was in front of Gabriel's apartment. I just stood in front of Gabriel's apartment. Simple apartment, I can see all the balconies in the apartment with 5 floors. I just stared at the apartment in the hope that I would see Gabriel from one of the bedroom windows. But there was no sign of Gabriel, I didn't know which room Gabriel was so I just looked at the whole apartment.

I've been standing in the same place for quite a long time, the people around are looking at me with strange looks. I decided to go home but the scent of the pheromone I like was faintly getting clearer. I turned around, I was shocked when Gabriel turned out to be behind me.

"Mr Sig", said Gabriel quietly.

I saw Gabriel who was carrying groceries, Gabriel was wearing an oversized t-shirt that trampled his collarbone which made him look sexy. I swallowed my saliva and tried to look normal.

"Gabriel, you just came out?" I said quietly.

"Yes, I just bought ingredients for cooking. Mr. Sig, what are you doing here so early?", Asked Gabriel, confused.

"I'm jogging, but my feet are stepping here by themselves," I said, scratching my neck.

"Sigh", Gabriel smiled.

"Mr. Sig, have you had breakfast?" Asked Gabriel shyly.

"Not yet", I said while looking at Gabriel's face.

"Want to come in for breakfast together?" Asked Gabriel, showing his shopping bag.

"If you don't feel like I'm a bother", I said.

"Of course not, let's go in", said Gabriel as he pulled my hand into the apartment.

I looked around the apartment, there is no escalator just a normal staircase. Everything seems simple but comfortable enough. Gabriel and I walked side by side in the hallway of the apartment. We arrived at the door of Gabriel's room. Gabriel opened the bedroom door and asked me to come inside. I looked around the room where Gabriel lived. From the entrance there will be a kitchen directly, then there is a bathroom in front of the kitchen. Upon entering straight away there is a bed and sofa by the window and there is a small balcony outside which looks green because it is full of plants.

Gabriel asked me to sit on the sofa and get ready to cook, "Mr. Sig, you like corn soup?".

I smiled at Gabriel who started wearing the apron, "Whatever you cook, I will like it".

Gabriel looked at me and smiled. Gabriel cooked fast. I saw him cooking seriously made me want to disturb him but I did not dare and could only wait for him by sitting on the sofa while looking around the contents of his room. Gabriel finished cooking and walked over to the front table of the sofa carrying the corn soup. I saw that there were still several plates in the kitchen and Gabriel also walked back to the kitchen after putting the corn soup in front of me. I got up and walked into the kitchen to help him with the food.

"I'll help you carry it", I said to Gabriel who was carrying a plate of eggs and sausages.

"Very well, thank you", said Gabriel quietly.

We have breakfast while chatting comfortably. But somehow my neck felt sore and uncomfortable, I felt warm and Gabriel's pheromone scent grew thicker making me aroused. I saw Gabriel's face which was also getting blushed even his ears looked very red. My heart was beating so fast that I found it hard to breathe, right now I'm really excited. My body seemed to be on fire and wanted to spill out everything in my body. I realized that now I had entered a rut suddenly and this time it was very similar to when I had a rut for the first time. I'm going crazy, after all this time I don't feel a crazy rut. Now when I can just get Gabriel to accept me, this crazy rut is coming.

I immediately got up from the sofa and walked away from Gabriel, "Gabriel, I have to go home now".

"Haah? Mr Sig ...", Gabriel had not yet finished his words, he stand and falling back down.

Gabriel and I were both shocked, right now I was hanging out with Gabriel who was in heat. I have to go, I don't want to hurt Gabriel. I think this all happened because it was me and Gabriel who finally met and our pheromones influenced each other causing a rut and a heat at the same time.

"I have to go, I don't want to hurt you. Gabriel where is the medicine for the heat?" I asked hastily because I was afraid of losing control.

At this time I also can't possibly leave here and return home I'm sure before that I will go crazy first and injure the humans I meet, not to mention that my ears and wolf tails have now appeared.

Gabriel trudged along to get the heat medicine but Gabriel had to get past me. I immediately get away from him, I'm starting to find it difficult to control myself. I walked to the door and locked it. I looked for Gabriel's heat medicine with Gabriel's direction, I approached Gabriel and gave him the heat medicine and the room key. I pulled Gabriel into the bathroom and told him to lock the door inside so I couldn't enter. This is the only solution I can think of. Currently it is impossible for Gabriel or I to leave this room, there are only two rooms, the room and the bathroom. Gabriel and I couldn't possibly be in the same room so we had to be separated. If I was in the bathroom and suddenly an alpha arrived it would be dangerous for Gabriel so it would be better if Gabriel was in the bathroom.

I leaned in silence against the bathroom door trying to calm myself which began to lose control. I keep trying to control myself. I called my subordinates that I couldn't leave today and asked a beta one to send medicine routinely here as soon as possible. I just sat in front of the bathroom door trying to calm my mind but the smell of Gabriel's pheromone was driving me crazy. I heard a voice from behind the bathroom door.

"Sig, sig, help me. It hurts", Gabriel's voice came from behind the door.

"Sig, Sig, Sig", Gabriel kept calling out my name.

I was getting crazy and lost control, I tried to open the bathroom door but the door was locked. I called out the name Gabriel repeatedly. Until the two of us called each other's names in turn.

I lost my strength and said quietly, "Gabriel, open the door".

"Gabriel, I want you".

A few moments later the bathroom door opened and a very strong pheromone scent released freely. I saw Gabriel's flushed face and ragged breathing. I quickly pulled Gabriel out of the bathroom and passionately kissed his soft lips. I kissed him roughly and immediately put my tongue into his little mouth. Gabriel and I stood and kissed each other long enough that Gabriel's legs were no longer strong to stand and he almost fell, I immediately caught him and carried him. I took him to bed, and eat him greedily without thinking about anything. Now my mind is no longer normal, I'm crazy.

In the room there was only the sound of moaning and the sound of flesh meeting each other loudly, but the sound of phone calls and voices of people calling me from behind the door seemed to make me wake up. I looked at the clock on the wall that showed 1:00 p.m. then saw the person who was now below me with a flushed face and tears streaming from the corner of his eye.

I stopped moving my body and wiped the dark tears on his cheeks, "Gabriel, my dear. Are you tired? Pain?".

"Uhh, hmm", Gabriel's voice barely escaped his throat.

I decided to finish me and Gabriel's activities as soon as possible.