“Just let me regain control of myself,” he murmurs, closing his eyes and resting his head on the back of the chair. He swallows hard, and I watch his Adam's apple bob up and down and glance at Gnash who is now standing, his eyes watching Regan like he is about to attack him if he moves too quickly.
Awkwardly, I sit there while mentally questioning what I’m doing even agreeing to sit in his lap. Especially after he just told me he is struggling to not harm me, yet I don’t want Gnash to attack him either.
When he opens his eyes and lifts his head, he watches me with a strange expression on his face. “You can hop off now if you want,” he mumbles the last part, looking over at Gnash who sits back down.
“What do you mean?” I ask him remaining where I am, his words only confusing me. He almos
