I expected to see red hot anger tint my vision as the words tumbled out of Lottie's mouth. They stew in my mind and I keep thinking where is the red anger? I could even feel everyone's eyes on me as if they're waiting for the explosion. Like I am a ticking time bomb. But I don't see red and I don't feel anger. I feel cold, like ice water was dumped on me. Engaged to Alpha Alexander. How did we miss this? He was at her birthday party and I knew that was weird. I should have known that Kellan would do something like this. "When" I don't even recognize my own voice. It's so emotionless and detached, like I am nothing but a shell. Everyone shares a look of uncertainty. I think they are questioning my stability with the news, especially because I didn't react like they all expected me to