I wake late morning quickly shower and get ready. Happy birthday to me. I run downstairs to find Wade. I have never been so excited in my life. I need to see him now. He isn't in his room or the kitchen. I text him and find out he is in the games room. Which is a big room hardly used in a separate building on the grounds. I literally run there. It doesn’t take very long at the pace I am going I slow down as I reach the entrance of the building. My heart is racing. I try and calm my breathing. I relax a bit. I have a massive smile on my face.
I throw open the door.
Wade turns to look at me. The smile on his handsome face the best thing I have ever seen. I don't smell anything yet. I run towards him. He walks quickly towards me. I start slowing I am only 3 steps from him. Still no smell. My face is starting to drop. I reach out and touch his hand. There is nothing. No sparks no nothing. My heart sinks. It feels like I am breaking in two. I say
"This can't be right"
He looks just as surprised as we. He just holds my hand I am just willing the sparks to magically appear. He says.
"No, it's got to be you"
He pulls me into a massive hug. I just break down. I can feel his tears too. We both just sink to the ground in each others embrace. He finally speaks.
"There must be some mistake, I was so sure."
"Moon goddess doesn't make mistakes, you must be destined to be with someone better"
The tears keep falling as I know there will no one better for me. Wade is the best there is. I scream as the extreme emotions are causing my wolf to come forward. I can feel her, her heart is broken as well. The pain is immense. I hear bones cracking and muscles snapping. Suddenly I am standing on all 4 paws I just howl and run. It's all too much. I need to get away. I run for hours. It doesn't work. No matter how hard I run the feeling of anguish doesn't go away. I finally turn back and head home. I cant just keep going to is accomplishing nothing.
I shift when I am just outside my bedroom door, open the door and walk in. It's nearly dinner time. I get dressed and head down. I nearly walk through the door to the dining room when a hand grabs me. I spin around it is Wade, I smile weakly at him. I know its not his fault at all but it just hurts to see him.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I am fine, sorry for running off earlier"
He grips my hand tight and pulls me fully around to face him. He puts his hands on my shoulders. Looking straight into my eyes.
"I have been thinking baby girl, it's always been you, you are the only one I have ever wanted, you are my chosen mate, we can be together even if it isn't the moon goddesses plan. What I feel for you is real."
I smile. Happy tears falling from my eyes.
"Really?"
"Yes if you will have me"
"Of course I will"
We walk into the dining room. I am the happiest I have ever been.
We not be fated mates but we are going to be together anyway. It has always been him. We sit down next to each other. Wades hand on my leg. All of my siblings are here. A few warriors and even Alpha Jason which surprises me he hardly ever eats down here. He is sitting there with one of the pack sluts on his knee. It surprises me as it is usually Jasmine if he is down here. I look over and she is just glaring at the other girl. I sit down as close as I can to Wade. I go to start eating when I notice a smell.
It is raspberries and vanilla.
It is intoxicating.
I look around unsure of what is happening, unsure of where the smell is coming from.
Suddenly I notice eyes boring into me.
I look at Alpha Jason and there is a flash as our eyes connect. My heart that was so light a second ago sinks like a stone.
A sly smile creeps over Jasons face.
I smile weakly back.
How can this be happening?
I just want to be with Wade. He is the only one I want and he wants me back.
How can my fated mate be his brother?
A guy that I absolutely despise.
What am I meant to do?
I finish dinner as quick as I can. I need to get out of here and think. I excuse myself and leave. My eyes cast down. I just get out the door of the dining room and go to head back to the stairs. I hear the door to the dining room swing open and before I even know what is happening I am thrown against the wall I look at my attacker wide eyed. He comes at me with a growl and puts his arm across my neck
"Did I say you could leave little mate?"
"I am sorry Jason"
"That's Alpha Jason to you b***h"
He says while slapping me on the cheek. The slap is so hard it brings tears to my eyes.
"I-i-i am sorry Alpha Jason"
"You think because you are my fated mate it gives you the right to disrespect me"
His arm is pushing down harder on my throat. I feel the sparks that I so desperately wanted to feel when I touched Wade. Tears are now flowing down my cheeks.
"I am sorry Alpha"
I stare into his eyes to they are the same emerald green as Wade's but they are hard and cold.
He just keeps pushing harder on my throat. I hear the dining room door open and I hear my favorite voice in the world.
"What the f**k are you doing Jason? Put her down."
Jason presses down harder on my throat before finally releasing me and letting me fall to the floor. Wade goes to rush over to me but is stopped by Jason. Jason growls
"Don't you dare lay a finger on her Wade"
"What are you talking about?"
"She is my fated mate, if you touch her ever again, I will kill you both. She is MINE"
A malicious smile creeps over Jasons face as he watches Wade's face drop. Alpha Jason turns back to me and kicks me straight in the stomach and growls
"Now mutt you go wait in your bedroom for me like a good little slut. I am going to finish my date."
He says with a laugh and walks back into the dining room.
No no no this can't be happening.
How can this be true?