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Charlotte
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I went out with Xavier, Johnny and Neil. Tonight I didn't care about staying
professional. Things had changed since last night and I didn't give a f**k about who saw me drinking my weight in vodka. Patrick checked me into my own room, considerably smaller than Gellar's suite, but I wanted my own space. And I needed distance between myself and Grit.
Right now he was probably f*****g three women, trying to outdo his performance last night. That was the kind of challenge he set himself. Tonight I was in a mood I'd never experienced before. It was as if I was walking around in a dream like state. I couldn't talk to my mother or grandmother, there was no way I could understand the whole picture when all my family were distant or de
