Lilith I was lying down to sleep when Mom walked in. "Off to sleep...already?" I was feeling a bit sick. A sort of fever that cups your entire system and shuts it down. My mental health was not even supporting my condition now. With him missing for ten whole days, I was losing it. College seemed bad, my exams were arriving in two weeks and our study holidays were making all of us stuck inside our homes. Mom had work and I could understand she would be tired. "You never told me I was alone in this", talking to that subconscious version of him inside my head. I whispered it, temperatures rising deep within. "What, honey?" I shook my head and wrapped myself deeper into the blanket, "Mom, I'm fine. It's just I'm tired and exam stress.." My inner self hoped she didn't walk over and ch