I was feeling so hurt that day, that the minute Ash arrived, I was all upon him. I was drunk. He appeared from behind the curtain and the minute my fingers laid on him, I pushed him to the bed. I threw off my shirt and bra and started to kiss him everywhere. He moaned and started fidgeting, "What's wrong?" "Just relax" My head was numb, my face a still stone hedge but my limbs were shaking. I grabbed his pants to push them off when he held it back, "Lil, no. You're going to regret this" "I might or never" "You drank?" He held my hands and pushed himself to my nose. "f**k, how much did you drink?" "Two bottles" My cheeks were red and I was shaking. "Look, Lil...let's talk" He took my gaze and caressed my cheek. I shook my head, "I cannot." "Why?" "Because tonight, I am d