JC'S POV
As soon as I got home, I took a cold shower to get rid of the boner that I've been having for the past few hours.
I don't know what is wrong with me. Why can't I stop thinking about her? What is it about her that makes her different?
I've had my fair share with girls but none of them has ever managed to stay glued to my mind like she does and I haven't even slept with her or kissed her.
Brianna. The name suits her very well. She's beautiful, I'll give her that and she has the brightest smile I've ever seen but it's not like she is the first beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life.
The shower didn't help, it's not like it was going to since I was still thinking about her and what I would do if I ever laid my hands on her beautiful skin.
I wonder if it is as soft as it looks. And that smart mouth, I wonder what it tastes like.
Fuck! I need to stop thinking about her before I embarrass myself. This is not me! This is not Jacob Charles at all.
I need to do something to distract myself from her. I decided to prepare for the party, at least there will be lots of girls and that will be a good opportunity to find a distraction.
When I was done, I made my way downstairs and came face to face with a very furious Paige. When she saw me, she went to the couch and sat down.
"I'm done with men! Like what the f**k?!" I don't know if I want to hear what my sister has to say about men.
"Tell me, Jay, is there something wrong with me? Like when you really look at me, do you think something is missing?"
"What are you talking about? There will never be anything wrong with my little sister. You're perfect."
"Just pretend that I'm not your little sister, I'm just a girl you attend school with. Do I look like someone who you would date?"
And of course, my mind went back to one particular girl who made me question my decision of not dating. Her beautiful smile made me smile subconsciously.
"Of course I would. You're perfect."
"Are you talking even about me? Jay, this is a serious matter." I didn't even realise I had said that. I took a deep breath and sat next to her.
"Why don't you tell me what happened?" I feel like I need to hear where all this is coming from.
"I met this new guy at school and he asked me out, I agreed and everything was going well until today. I saw him with another girl.
"That's not even the worst part. I am more beautiful than she is and younger, I don't understand why he would leave me for her. What do I lack?"
"How old is the guy?"
"He's 24 and I think that girl is maybe 17 or 18, I don't know."
"What the f**k! What are you doing with a guy who's 24 when you're only 16? Who is that guy?" Someone, please tell me that I am dreaming, that my little sister is not dating someone older than her own brother!
"I didn't tell you this to judge me okay? I just wanted your advice and you have no right to judge me, you're worse."
"I have never slept with a girl who's eight years older than me. Don't even think of using that card with me."
"Who said I'm sleeping with him? I don't sleep with every guy I meet. I still have dignity for your information. I am not like you.
"You think I don't know what you and your friends do? You have no self-control and you sleep with everything with a v****a.
"I might date a 24-year-old guy but I'm not inviting him between my legs. I haven't met that person who will have that privilege."
Even though I'm angry at her, at least now I know she is still a virgin. If I meet the guy she thinks will have that privilege, I will break his bones.
"Don't go back to that guy and stop comparing yourself to me. I am older than you and of course a guy. What I do shouldn't be any of your concern."
I decided to leave her before she said anything. My sister has a bad habit of talking back and I'm not in a mood to argue with her.
I decided to do something while waiting for seven-thirty, the time for the party. I made my way to the kitchen to get something to eat.
"Good afternoon sir." Olivia, the new maid my mom hired greeted me as soon as she saw me. Her mom was our nanny before she died and when mom found out that she had nowhere to go, she decided to hire her.
"I've told you numerous times to call me by my name Olivia."
"I'm sorry sir, I will try." I knew she was just saying so that I will drop the subject but I decided to act ignorant and played along.
"Did you prepare lunch? I'm really hungry."
"Your mom said it was unnecessary because you are the only person who eats lunch in this house so I decided to buy you a burger instead and french fries."
"Thank you."