I closed my eyes resting my head on the cold side of the pillow. Trying to push all the thoughts away for now. The warm sunlight was falling on the half of the bed now. It wasn't raining anymore and it was time I could go out. Alone, without putting anyone else in danger because of me. Xander was controlling and rude but he was right. It was my fault. I shouldn't have gone when Rory was with me. I should put more effort into the event tonight and help Alaska, so she could help me back in some way. They had found me without any identification, so it would be hard, but there might be reports of a missing person somewhere, and she had a good network. Rubbing my nose, I glanced at the window. Even if the sky was clear, the road was blocked now. I have to wait till it opens again. 'Dont t