After chatting with Payton a few days ago, I haven"t stopped thinking about his offer. He nearly begged me not to pick a sperm donor and let him be the one to get me pregnant. The longer I think about it, the crazier it sounds. beggedHowever, it"d mean having a partner to help and our kid growing up with both parents involved. Not to mention, Payton would have the opportunity to be a dad. This proposition has its perks, but the whole sleeping with my best friend and sticking to our rules will be hard. I"ve never had a one-night stand, so I"ve never had to deal with the awkward aftermath. sleeping with my best friend and sticking to our rulesWhat if I can"t even look at him after we do it? What if I can"t even look at him after we do it?What if I don"t end up getting pregnant, and we sl