from luna to queen,

wait, i am who now

"please. kayla please, i really do want be with you"

"say that to her, you and her are having a child, you have that to go to"

zander looked in her eyes and kissed her with everything he felt for her, he picked her up carried her to the sink, trailing kisses down her neck.

"zan..."

"baby, just enjoy, i love you, let me worship you"

she didnt have time think as he kneed his hands over her breast with one hand and slowly slid the other down and felt how soaked her panties were.

"so wet for me, my perfect mate"

she moaned at how his fingers stroked her c**t and worked magic.

"zander, please, i need..."

zander gently pushed 2 fingers inside her

"so tight baby"

"zander, hmm, dont stop"

few minutes later he made her explode all over his fingers and she watched as he licked all her juices off his fingers one by one, he also made love to her numerous times, then realised he ruined her first time.

"f**k" he whispered "im sorry baby"

"zander, why are you apologising it should be me, you have a baby mama"

she quickly got dressed unlocked the bathroom and ran, she didnt know where go but she needed peace to think about what to do.

she ran to the forest and sat behind a tree, crying, screaming to the moon goddess asking why me, i lost both mates, why do i have be the one to hurt

steven decided to call his king and queen to fill them in on all thats happened and try get them to arrive at the pack as moral support for kayla.

alpha zander was pacing back and forth in the waiting area after he showered, his beta and best friend was angry with him, he hurt his luna and put kitty on a pedastal in front of her and it was harsh and pathetic.

"Damon, whats up with you man"

"you have gotta be kidding me ALPHA, you parade kitty around whilst she is pregnant, go to the bathroom, f**k our luna only to hurt her more, your a c**t"

Beta Damon was furious his best friend and alpha would hurt his mate, he warned him numerous times that kitty was toxic and he didnt care to listen.

"Zan, did you not see the state of her back from what they had done, did you not see the hurt when kitty was all over you and you stood there letting her rub herself on you"

"what was on her back and i didnt mean to, i didnt realise"

Damon had enough of listening to his bull and stormed away he was taking a run in the forest before and heard his luna crying, he had to confront him, its messed up.

steven went to find kayla when christian said she went to the forest, he just knew something was wrong, so he looked for her and what he found broke his heart, she was curled against a tree, tears staining her top and she was passed out, she cried herself to sleep and he noticed she smelt like the alpha.

in a few days she gets her wolf then thats when all will change

everyday was the same for kayla, she would wake up, shower, get back in bed, christian and steven would take her breakfast and tea up, they would talk about everything.

The alpha tried lots of times to get her talk to him but he made her out to be a fool and to made her feel used.

everyday kitty would follow the alpha around and any chance she saw to touch him she took it.

the next day, kayla decided she wanted train with steven and christian before her birthday, it was her birthday tomorrow and she would get her wolf at midnight tomorrow.

steven told her how she is the king and queens grandchild and crown prince and princess were her parents which also made her a princess, when she found out the true birthday it means shes 21 tomorrow not 19 as she thought.

"hit harder Kayla"

kayla fought harder and pushed herself harder than ever, this went on for 4 hours, just as they were finishing up they heard some clapping going on but only turned to come face to face with Zander and Damon.

"Wow kayla you were fantastic" Alpha zander said with pride for his mate.

"well done kayla that was actually better than anything ive seen"

"thanks" kayla said not quite comfy with being told she was good, truth be told she felt quite uncomfy round Zander, she felt ashamed of what happened and only wanted tell Damon the truth about who she is.

"Damon, sorry Beta, can i have a private word, it is really important"

"yes sure anything"

couple moments later they found somewhere talk and Damon was gobsmacked to learn she was the princess of the kingdom.

"that is so freaking awesome, im really am sorry about your adoptive parents, musnt be easy"

"it isnt, steven also tells mr they are coming to the pack for tomorrow, they want spend the day"

"thats brilliant, right"

"yeah, but..hmm.... what if they didnt want me"

"look, i know for a fact they would. they were probably protecting you, look i know you also dont want hear this, but my alpha does love you, i know hes a ass but he does care, he doesnt want lose you"

"look i know that but he has another and also has a child. i grew up wanting my mate and saving myself for him and he broke my heart, you know we erm you know, in the bathroom at the hospital, i wanted to leave, i am leaving with my parents....i..i...just" she sighed trying think of the right words.

"your afraid he will put the b***h first right, look i know he messed up. h we warned him not trust her, she was trying for years to get him pay interest, i dont think the kids his, personally, the timing doesnt sit right"

"look im leaving with my parents, Alpha zander will have to reject me eventually the elders wont stand by and let him have me when he has 2 for one with her"

kayla got up, walked away and headed towards her bedroom as she got on her floor she shared with the alpha what she saw shattered her heart.

She saw kitty holding her arms around zander, smiling and kissing him she felt so invisible. as she got closer to her room she felt eyes on her.

when she looked at him, he knew he hurt her once more, why couldnt he push her away.

"zander, that was amazing still good in bed"

kayla froze in place as she heard this and placed her hand on her tummy and feeling her heart shatter.

f**k Zander thought. i didnt sleep with her i want my mate i need kayla