14 Marcus What happens at the Single Dads Club meeting, stays at the Single Dads Club meeting. I can’t tell you what we talked about, but I can tell you that as I’m half-listening to Jesse, a new member of the club, talk about some s**t he’s going through at home, I keep sneaking glances at Cat. The same thought triggers come to mind each time—I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t be looking. I shouldn’t be wanting. I shouldn’t be touching. As much as I repeat it, my d**k pays no attention. It wants Cat. It wants to be looking. It enjoys the wanting. And it wants to be touching. Deep and hard and often. “Why don’t you go over there?” Dane knocks his elbow against my ribcage. At some point during my diverted attention, the group has dispersed. The meeting is over and it’s time for me to leav