33 Marcus It's been three days. Seventy-five hours since I saw Cat last. I even dodged taking Lily to camp today and asked Dane because I'm a p***y and a wimp. I was an asshole and a jerk and whatever other name you can think of. Now, as I knock on her apartment door, my stomach churns, sweat is beading on my forehead and anyone looking at me might think I have the stomach flu from how pale I am. I'm about to ask Cat for a second chance. Strike that a third if I count six years ago. God, I am such a dumbass. Knock, knock. She peeks out the side window and then the door slowly opens. “Hey,” I say, by way of a lame ass greeting. “Hey.” She doesn't open the door with an invitation to come in, so I bite the bullet. “Can I come in?” She steps out of the way as her answer, but the kno