Torn Between Two brothers

Chapter Three - Drinks, games and awkward conversations

Rebecca’s P.O.V

What was meant to be a quiet night had turned out not to be such a quiet night after all. I was glad I never had class tomorrow and was on night shift tomorrow because my quiet night has turned into more…turned into a night of the three of us having a drink, listening to music, basically having a three person party. Jake and Tyler went out, bringing back vodka, beer and a bottle of shots. I was pacing myself but still getting drunk just at a slower pace than the guys. They two knew how to drink, they have always been the same. Though this is the first time in a while I have had a drink with both of them, had been a fun night thus far.

“Let’s play a game of never have I ever.” Tyler suggested

What age were we eighteen? And that is a game I was not too sure of I wanted to play with these two, I know the things they have gotten up to, me not too much. I am no Angel, but comparing to them I am.

“I am up for that…” Jake smirked “Rebecca?” he added looking at me

“I don’t know…” I said a little nervous

“Come on Becca, you know you want to, just a little fun.” Tyler smirked

The two of them were looking at me, waiting for me to answer. Then I decided why not? It is only Tyler and Jake, have known them for years and Jake is my best friend, can’t be that bad.

“Fine!” I laughed

“Glad you agreed…right so if someone else says something that you have done, you take a shot.” Tyler said “I will start, start with something simple.” He added

I can only imagine what questions are going to be asked.

“Never have I ever had a one night stand…” he stated as his first question

Both Jake and I took a drink, Jake has had a couple of one night stands but he prefers relationships to be honest and when he is in one he makes sure to keep the heat and passion in it…trust me I know since we are roommates and best friends, he likes to share details with me I really don’t need to know. I have had a few myself.  It was then Jake’s turn next.

“Never have I ever had a threesome.” He said

Tyler was quick to take a drink, actually more than once. I however never took a drink because that is nothing something I have ever done. And because I never drank, Jake had to because he has had one too.

“You ever thought about it?” Tyler asked looking at me

“Um…I don’t know.” I said feeling my cheeks heat up

“Dude stop embarrassing my best friend.” Jake laughed

“What I am curious?” he laughed “She has always seemed the good girl type I am curious if she is as much as a good girl as I think.” He added

“You will never find out…” I said smirking at him

Where did that come from? I was not meant to respond that way. Jake looked at me surprised, Tyler seeming to smirk harder when I said it. Oh God…what was I thinking?

“You sure about that?” He said

“Bro don’t even think about hitting on my best friend.” Tyler said slapping the back of his head.

The game continued for a good hour, most questions were to do with s*x of some sort, others were thrown in for fun and Tyler soon learned I was not as much as a good girl as he thought, it was fun watching his expression when he found out about my hooking up with girls, hooking up in nightclub toilets amongst other things.

“Well Becca I sure learnt some things about you with that game I would never have imagined.” He said smirking

I giggled, shrugging and finished off my drink. I think that may be my last drink for the night that game involved a whole lot of drinking and I was now beyond drunk. I think if I drank anymore I would end up being sick or the room would start spinning. I decided my best option was some water and go from there.

*****

It was two A.M and things were starting to wind down. It had been a good night though. I had sobered up slightly, thanks to water and pizza.

“Well I think I am going to call it a night, some of us have been for like twenty hours.” Jake laughed

“I should probably get going too…” Tyler said

“Stay bro, you can have the sofa or Rebecca’s bed because she will probably end up in my bed anyway.” Jake laughed and I nodded in agreement.

“I still find it hard to believe that you two share the same bed all the time and nothing happens, not even a slip of the hand now and again.” Tyler said

“We have told you before, nothing has ever happened between us.” I laughed shaking my head.

Jake laughed, shaking his head and gave us both a hug before going to bed. I was not quite ready for bed just yet…soon though. Jake stopped before he headed into his room, looking at us.

“And don’t even try anything Tyler I know what you can be like when you are drinking.” He said giving his brother a warning look.

“Yeah, yeah you don’t need to keep warning me little brother.” Tyler laughed

Jake headed into his bedroom, leaving me along with Tyler. I sat down on the sofa, Tyler coming over to join me, sitting as close to me as he could get. What is he doing? I see his hand move and it lands on my knee.

“Why did I always think you were such a good girl?” he asked

“Because you have known me for years for never really known me if that makes sense?” I said

“Yes it does…I guess.” He smiled

I don’t know why he seems surprised to find this information out do I really give off that kind of vibe? I never realised he seen me that way then again I was always quiet and shy around him, that was nothing to do with the way I am, that was to do with because I was crushing on him.

“Why did you think that about me anyway?” I asked curious

“You always seemed very shy and quiet, just making assumptions I guess.” He shrugged

“Oh…OK.” I said “That was for a completely different reason than what you think.” I added looking away from him.

I really wish those words never came from my lips because I know what he is like, he is going to pry to find out what I mean. He does not need to know about my secret crush on him.

“You wanna share what that reason was?” He asked

“No…not really.” I said softly, pushing my hair behind my ear

“You don’t need to tell me…I sort of know the reason.” He said

His words soon grabbed my attention, making me look up at him. He knows? Surely he doesn’t know the actual reason right? I swear see if Jake told him, I was going to kill him. I would be down a best friend if that was the case. Though I don’t think he would do that to me anyway.

“You do? And what do you think the reason is?” I asked nervously

“You had a crush on me.” he stated simply

Had? At least he didn’t say have right? In all honestly there is nothing had about it, I still was crushing on him. It would probably be classed as more than a crush now since it has been years but you know what I mean.

“How did you know?” I giggled

I could have lied to him but I can’t like, my facial expression gives me away too easily.

“It was a feeling plus you blushed around me…all the time and always fell silent when I walked into the room even though only seconds before you were chatting away.” He said laughing

“Was I that obvious?” I asked

“Yes you sort of were.” He laughed “But I never brought it up because I never wanted to embarrass you, plus a part of me thought you would have grown out of it and you would have ended up with my little brother, now I am beginning to think that is never going to happen.” He added

“Well thanks for that.” I laughed “And no Jake and I will never get together.” I added

“And what about now? Do you still look at me that way?” He asked

No! I am not getting into this, not going to happen. I decided it was time for bed.

“Um…I am tired, going to go to bed.” I said quickly getting up “You can sleep in my bed, I am gonna climb in next to Jake. Goodnight.” I added exiting the room quickly before he had a chance to say anything else.

Shit! I never answered but I think me running away probably gave him his answer. I sighed, stripping down and grabbing one of Jake’s tee, slipping in next him. Jake was sound asleep already which I was glad of because he would have sense something was up. I just hope Tyler leaves early and I don’t need to face him the morning.