SADIE Missy told me to wait downstairs. It was excruciating not to know how this would go. As desperate as I was to be near him again, I couldn’t handle just standing around, so I went outside, hoping the fresh air would help. I itched to shift and just run, get away from my problems for a while. I couldn’t do that until I knew if Gray was going to talk to me or not. I wasn’t even sure what I would say to him; he hadn’t so much as passed a glance at me during breakfast. My feet took me to the gardens. I always liked how pretty and calm they were. When I was younger, sitting among the flowers would make my brain feel a little calmer. Luna Emma always had so many beautiful plants around. I paced around, chewing on my lip and my fingernail. It was a gross habit that always surfaced whe