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I was staring at the toothbrush bristles and was amazed how I could see every strand until its roots. Dos said that the bond could affect my senses, heightening it and it could cure illnesses which was amazing and my eyesight could prove it.
My eyes were more than cured. I could see so clearly including dust. It was unbelievable. Not only did my eyesight got healed, but I also noticed my hearing improved and my sense of smell also. It was way too different before after that night when Dos marked me.
I jumped when the door that separates the lavatory and the bathroom. It was Dos and I closed my eyes and turned around when Dos went out naked and the towel that should be used to cover him was hanging on his shoulder.
I heard Dos chuckle. "It's not like you haven't seen me naked."
I blushed and grabbed the toothpaste. "It's different."
"How is it different?"
I shivered when I felt Dos' warm breathe on my nape and his body heat behind me.
"It's just different." I insist as I placed toothpaste on the toothbrush and consciously started brushing my teeth with Dos behind me watching through the mirror.
Dos chuckled pulled the towel on his shoulder and wrapped it around his waist then picked his toothbrush.
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"You're not going to school?" I asked when Dos drive me to school.
"I'm going back home." Dos said.
I forgot that Dos only came to see me despite being in the middle of mourning. He finds time to talk to me when he should be in his home with his family. I suddenly feel bad and I really want to smack myself for being selfish.
"I'm sorry, I made you travel back here just to talk to me when we can call each other." I said.
Dos frowned. "It was me who wanted to see you because I missed you and I badly want to see you. So, don't be sorry, or do you not feel the same?"
I looked at Dos and blushed. "I—I also missed you and I also want to see you too."
Dos smiled then glanced at me before facing the rode again. "What else?"
I blinked and pursed my lips. "W-What else?"
"Hmm." Dos hummed.
I played with my fingers with my heart pounding. I didn't know if I should tell Dos about what I was thinking and feeling.
"Y-You only kiss—I mean, we only k-kissed last night... I thought we—we're doing it." I said, blushing so hard.
I gasped when Dos stepped on the brake and then the gas.
"Jean! What?" Dos exclaimed.
I bit on my lips and my loud heartbeat was the only thing I could hear that moment as I whispered. "I was thinking of doing it last night."
I was the kind of person who waits for the other party to do it first. I was never used to initiating things first so it was hard for me to express what I really feel but something was telling me this time to let it out.
Dos groaned in front of the wheels.
"Dos!" I exclaimed when his eyes glowed as he glanced at me. "Your eyes!"
"You don't know how much I am holding myself whenever I am with you." Dos said. "And now you're telling me this? How am I going home feeling like this?"
I didn't know what to do. "I'm sorry. I thought you want to know what I was thinking."
Dos turned his eyes back to normal and stopped on a red light then he turned to me.
"Don't be sorry." Dos said and reached for my hand that was resting on my lap and he kissed the back, one finger at a time as he stared into my eyes making my face heat up.
"I love you and it's normal for me to desire you also, right? But I don't know if you also want me the same as I want you so bad. I don't want to scare you and make you think that I only want to have s*x with you so I restrain myself. That goddess knows how I want to eat you and make a mess of you." Dos said.
My heart was pounding and I sucked on my breath when I noticed that I was holding it until Dos let go of my hand and glanced at the traffic light.
"I... You can do whatever you want with me." I said, blushing.
To be honest, I really liked it when we did it the first time and I always look forward to doing it again every time I am alone with Dos either in my room or in his room. I even found myself enjoying it when Dos gets rough. I knew everyone thinks of me as innocent but after meeting Dos, everything I believed what I was flipped upside down.
Dos resumed driving when the light changed.
"You're the shy and innocent type so I tried to take it easy."
"Do you like it when I act innocent like before?"
"Jean, I love you any way you are. Don't forget that, okay my hubby?"
I blushed and nodded my head.
Dos drive inside the campus and parked in his usual parking space. I looked at him and I didn't want to part with him.
"Come here." Dos said.
I leaned close to Dos and he held my nape and pressed our lips in a slow kiss and I shivered when his hand traced my neck where he bit me and somehow, it felt sensitive there. Dos bit on my bottom lip before pulling back.
"You don't want to be late for class, do you?" Dos said when I stayed inside the car.
I nodded. "Take care."
Dos smiled. "You also. Call me whenever you miss me."
We said our goodbyes and Dos wanted to see me walking inside the campus so I waved my hand at him then turned around and consciously walked inside the campus. I missed him already. I picked my phone from my pocket and without thinking, called Dos' number.
Dos immediately answered. "Did you forget something?"
"Uhh, yeah. I mean-- no. You said to call when I'll miss you." I said, my face heating up. "I miss you already."
Dos was silent for a while making me hear my heartbeat so loud in my ears.
"Dammit." I heard him curse. "You're killing me."
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