42|Never
1081 Words
J e a n
My face would heat up every time my mind drifts back to what happened last night. Dos and I were so intimate that my mind couldn't take it. My whole body would start heating up so I avoid myself from spacing out and let my mind wander.
"Jean, are you okay?" Harry asked, surprising me.
"Uh, yeah. I was just spacing out." I said and I suddenly feel nervous as I watch Harry watching me intently as if reading what was in my mind and Harry was always been good on reading me making me blush and look away from him.
There was no way he could guess what happened. I just hope that I wasn't that obvious. I sat straight and felt my ass stung a little making me blush so hard.
I glanced back at Harry who was still looking at me, checking me thoroughly making me feel so conscious.
"Hmm?" I hummed and raised my brows at him.
"You sure you're okay?" He asked again.
I smiled at Harry. It was amazing how Harry could always tell everything about me. I guess he already knew that I was uncomfortable but I was hoping that he didn't guess the reason why.
"Yes." I answered and I felt relieved that Harry nodded and drew his attention back to our instructor.
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Dos drive me home and mom made him stay for dinner. My family was already used to have Dos in the house and eating dinner with him that they would ask me if ever he wasn't there to have dinner with us. I was glad that they accepted Dos as my lover especially dad because I had a feeling before that dad would never approve.
Dos went upstairs to my room after dinner to hang out and I was taken aback when he kissed me after he locked the door. I didn't expect it but I melted immediately inside Dos' arms.
His kisses were making me feel light that I forget everything including the surroundings. I gasped some air when Dos cut the kiss and he pushed me towards the bed.
My heart was hammering inside my chest thinking what Dos would do. Are we going to do it in my room? My parents are home. Will they hear us?
Dos pushed me into the bed and he laid down beside me and I waited for him to do something but he just laid down silently. I turned to look at Dos and he was closing his eyes as if he was already asleep as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
Dos stayed still and so did I while looking at him. He looked so handsome even when asleep and I wanted to run my fingers on his face and memorize every corner of it.
"Dos, are you asleep?" I poked the tip of his nose and he opened his eyes.
"I am frustrated." He said.
"Over what?"
Dos looked at me for a while. "I want to do it."
My mind froze from what Dos said and it took my system a while before absorbing what he meant making my whole body heated up and I blushed so hard.
"Then—ahh!" I exclaimed in horror when I felt my phone vibrated inside my pocket making my whole body jumped.
"I'm sorry." I felt so embarrassed as I pulled my phone and read that the called ID was Harry and I was about to answer it when it ended.
I couldn't believe what I was going to say that time with Harry's call interrupted me. I was about to tell Dos to do it. Wahhh! I was screaming inside my mind. I wanted to choke myself to death. I couldn't believe it. I was glad Harry called because I didn't know what would happen next if he didn't.
I called Harry and he said that he called only to check on me. Harry sometimes calls or chats me at night so it was normal for me to receive calls from him around this time, I explained to Dos since he was wondering why would Harry do it.
"It's late, I should go back." Dos stood up and soothed his clothes. I also slide out of the bed and helplessly looked at Dos. I think he was angry? It was making me feel uneasy. I didn't want Dos to be angry with me.
"Jean."
I looked at him and give him a small smile.
"What's with the long face?" He pinched my cheeks making me pout my lips.
"A-Are you angry?"
I blushed when Dos chuckled and he pulled me inside his arms.
"What are you talking about? Of course, not. I would never get angry with you." Dos said and I felt so relieved hearing it from him.
"Never?" I asked again, just be sure when Dos pulled back from the hug and he captured my lips, kissing me slowly and gently.
"Never." He said between our lips and I blushed when Dos sucked on my bottom lip and bit it before letting go.
"I need to go before I lose my mind and do things your parents wouldn't like hearing." Dos grinned and I blushed so hard.
"I love you." Dos said and give me a smack kiss, surprising me.
I thought I was going to have a heart attack. He would be the death of me if he keeps on doing things like that... but I guiltily liked it making me smile at Dos.
"I love you also." I smiled.
Dos grinned widely as he stole another quick kiss on my lips. "s**t. That smile hit my soft spot." Dos groaned.
I walked Dos outside and watched him drive away until I couldn't see his car. I was already missing him as I walked back to my room to study. I placed my hand on my chest feeling my heartbeat. Every time I see Dos or if he's with me, my heart would run wild.
I must be going crazy with Dos. I never thought I could feel something like this! When I went inside my room, my phone rang and I thought it was Harry again but my heart skipped a beat when I saw Dos' caller ID.
We ended up talking until midnight and I didn't even say my goodnight to Dos because I fell asleep in the middle of the call.
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