J e a n
My face was heating up so much that I couldn't look straight into Dos' eyes. I was only sitting like an obedient grade schooler on Dos' bed with my hands on my lap while Dos went inside the rest room.
I raised my head when I heard Dos' lively chuckle when he went out.
He said not to worry about what happened. How could I not worry? I just hit his thing! Doesn't it hurts like hell?
Dos sits beside me and I gasped when he suddenly pushed me on the bed, him on top of me. He literally laid on top of me, our bodies sticking together leaving no space in between and his handsome face was so close to mine that I feel like suffocating.
"C'mon, I told you it's fine. Stop worrying about it." He said.
I looked at Dos and he gave me a reassuring smile making me nod my head.
"Is it really fine now?" I asked again to confirm. He was groaning and curling when I hit it. It must hurt so bad.
What if I disabled him!?
Dos was only staring at me with a smile on his face without the intention of getting up making me blush.
"Damn! Aren't you cute?" Dos said and buried his face on the crook of my neck feeling his warm breath sending tingles on my skin.
Being this close with Dos made my heart beating like crazy inside my chest at the same time, it was comfortable feeling Dos' body heat. I slowly moved my arms and wrapped it around Dos.
"Jean." Dos gently called my name making all my hairs stood up.
No one ever called my name in that manner as if it was the most delicate thing in the world.
"Dos." I called back and I could hear my voice shaking from nervousness.
"I love you." Dos said and pulled up to look into my eyes.
My heart was pounding so loud that I was having difficulty breathing. Dos has these huge impact on me that I don't understand. Makes me think that he was really the only one for me. It this the feeling of being in love? I closed my eyes when Dos leaned down and pressed his lips on mine in a gentle and slow kiss.
I also love Dos.
I kissed him back with the same rhythm. Dos groaned in between our lips and bit on my lower lip before pulling back from the kiss then leaned his head back on the crook of my neck feeling and hearing his heavy breathing.
Just when I was thinking what happened why Dos stopped kissing me, my eyes went wide when I felt something on my thigh. A bulge poking making me turn to look at Dos who was staring at me as if he didn't know what was happening below him. Should I be happy that he wasn't disabled?
"You're..." I paused and Dos groaned, nudging his nose on my neck and kissing me there.
"I am afraid I wouldn't be able to stop if I continues." He said.
I, too, was not prepared of what would happen after those kissing, but I know that I also wouldn't able to stop Dos if he continues. I know I would be too carried away to think of going back or stopping.
I wanted to smack myself for thinking something like that. Dos was the only one that made me think things like kissing and stuffs that it was scaring me because there are times that I would be absorbed with my thoughts.
"Am I heavy?" Dos asked since he was on top of me.
"Uh, slight." I muttered, blushing.
Dos rolled off me and laid on his side, locking his leg above my thighs as he nudge closer to me. My whole body was heating up since I could still feel his bulge. He was squashing it on my thigh!
"Should we stay like this for a while?" Dos asked and I nodded my head trying not to think of what was below.
"Why are you so stiff?"
I turned to Dos and realized that I wasn't breathing and my body was so stiff. I squeaked when Dos moved his legs and his bulge was rubbing on me.
"...Ugh, your..." I looked at Dos who was looking at me with his innocent and amused looking face.
"Your thing is rubbing on me." I said, summoning all my courage to tell him.
Dos chuckled and removed his leg on top of me.
"I'm sorry for teasing you. I just can't help it. You're too cute when blushing."
My face heated up even more.
Dos and I stayed laying down while talking random things. Getting to know each other like what are our favorite stuffs.
"So, I just want to know why are you afraid of dogs?" Dos suddenly said making me turn to him. Dos did mentioned and asked me about being afraid of dogs before. Maybe he got curious why since it was rare for someone to be afraid of dogs?
"Uhh, it was a long story. Didn't Harry told you?"
Dos looked at me in the eyes and didn't say anything for a while then he suddenly leaned his face to mine and pressed his lips making me blush so hard.
"No. I want to know why do you hate dogs because I happen to love them."
I looked at him. "You look like you hate pets more than you like them." I said and Dos chuckled.
"Then, you're mistaken."
I smiled and then thought of that time when I was still young and met those big looking dogs in the forest.
"Father and Harry's father like to camp outside before and they took us with them. We were playing while they were doing their stuffs when the ball rolled inside the forest. I couldn't recall every detail but I was looking for the ball when I met a deer-something which was being chased by wolves. The next thing I knew, I was already surrounded by those big wolves. I recalled that they were much bigger than they should be but I guess it was just me. I didn't know what really happened after. I just couldn't get near dogs after that." I said and Dos was looking at me the whole time.
Dos pulled me in a hug. "So... it was you. You must be so scared back then."
I frowned. "It was me?"
Dos chuckled and sat up abruptly and pulled me back inside his arms.
"Nothing. I just feel like hugging you. I bet those wolves didn't mean to cause a traumatic experience to you." Dos said.
Dos pulled back from hugging me.
"How do you know?" I asked.
"Just say that I am one of them." Dos said and captured my lips, kissing me passionately and I melted immediately.
××××××××××