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I licked my bottom lip as I fell into a daze where Dos kisses my lips and bit on it. I felt my body shivered when his hands wandered inside my shirt.
I jumped on my seat and cursed when my seatmate tapped on my desk who was trying to catch my attention. My voice was a little loud enough for our instructor to hear me while he was lecturing making him look at me. I was completely awake from my trance and my heart was beating so fast, both from catching me daydreaming and from disturbing the class.
It was my first time getting scolded by my instructor and I blamed myself for spacing out during lectures and thinking something so obscene.
Did I just thought about Dos doing things with me!?
What the actual f**k?
I haven't seen Dos the whole morning and I was turning like this already. Must I get a daily dosage of Dos? I shook my head and focused on the lessons.
It was lunch break when Dos pulled me with him to his dorm to have our lunch instead of in the school cafeteria. We spend the rest of the lunch break laying on his bed and I noticed that Dos has this habit of kissing my neck every time we lay down together.
I hummed and closed my eyes especially when Dos from spooning me moved on top of me and his kisses on my skin became a little aggressive, nipping and sucking and even biting gently making my whole body heats up.
"Jean." Dos called in a hoarse voice.
My breathing has long been shallow and my heart was beating like crazy.
"Dos." I called back and my voice came out as a low whisper, feeling a lump in my throat.
"f**k, I'm sorry. I couldn't hold myself back." Dos said and he rolled on the other side of the bed.
I looked at Dos who was also looking at me. I think I could say the same thing. There was something wrong with me because I keep on thinking about Dos and those kinds of bad things. I thought it was only me but I guess Dos was also having the same thoughts too. I suddenly felt relieved.
No matter how I wanted Dos to continue what he was doing, we still have to go back to class.
"It's fine." I blushed.
"Then," Dos moved his lips close to my ear, "can I stay the night at your place tonight?" He whispered and my ear where his warm breath fanned was heating up and turned red.
I somehow feel like Dos would continue where we were left off this time in my room tonight and I couldn't deny that I felt excited thinking about it. I've been daydreaming about those kinds of things but I felt so ashamed to admit it. It wasn't me. I don't think of things like these before.
"Okay." I said and Dos wrapped his arm around me, pulling me close.
"Why are you so cute? I really want to skip the afternoon class and stay like this for the rest of the day."
"Me too." I said without much thought and I blushed after realizing what I just blurted out.
Dos chuckled. "Am I becoming a bad influence to you?"
"No. No." I frantically shook my head and Dos laughed as he kissed my forehead.
"Aren't you cute?"
We looked at each other and Dos suddenly leaned closer and pressed our lips in a slow kiss. Just when I was enjoying it, Dos let go with a groan and I could see how he was trying so hard to fight himself from indulging too much making me somehow feel happy since no one ever wanted me like this. Only Dos. I, too, was trying so hard not to kiss Dos again.
I glanced at Dos' watch and saw that we still have twenty minutes before class starts.
"Can we have endearments?" Dos asked and he seems pretty serious about it.
"Uh, I don't mind." I said, blushing.
Dos smiled and leaned closer. "Then can I call you husband?"
I was surprised and I couldn't help but chuckle while my face was heating up. "Isn't that too fast?"
"We're going to be husbands in the future anyway." Dos grinned.
I was speechless for a moment. We are going to be husbands in the future? I felt giddy hearing it from Dos but also scared that it might not come true. Maybe today he was thinking about that but what if he grew tired of me one day?
"You don't like calling me husband? What's with the long face?" Dos gently pinched my cheek.
I pouted at him.
"Don't even think about running away. You should stop thinking about me getting tired of you someday because I won't, okay? I can read it on your face. I'm not letting you go even if you beg me to."
I couldn't help but smile. Dos could easily read me and I am glad that he could because I don't know how to properly express what I truly feel.
"Okay. I-I'm not letting go either." I said and pinched the hem of his shirt.
Dos gave me a stressed face as he groaned and pulled me inside his arms. "Please, not now. Ugh! I can't control myself when I am with you. I forbid you to act this cute to anyone else, okay? Only to me."
I nodded my head. "Only to... my hubby."
Husband is a little too straight forward so I choose hubby instead.
I jumped when Dos bit my ear.
"You really enjoy teasing me, hmm?" Dos growled and I chuckled.
I somehow enjoyed seeing this kind of Dos. I guess this was the kind of feeling that Dos gets whenever he teases me. It was quite fun so I couldn't help but laugh at Dos' words.
"The same as how you enjoy teasing me too." I said and Dos held me tighter.
"So, my hubby learns to talk back now?" Dos chuckled. "I should punish you tonight then." Dos whispered and it made my hairs stood up.
I blushed so hard thinking about it. Dos will punish me? Tonight?
I suddenly feel excited and scared at the same time.
But I knew I was more excited and looking forward than scared.
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