Omega Allison’s POV
I was going down the tiny backstreets of the village's upper area. The houses up here were more significant than my building, which was just an old, abandoned storage that I had been assigned to. This was a completely different world. The lights and the lovely colors, people cared about how they looked, and they all were so clean and proper, making me even more embarrassed.
I didn’t belong and knew it, not just from people here hating my existence. No, I felt it inside my heart. I wasn't the Alpha's mate, still dancing with his chosen mate, happy to forget that a girl like me had ever lived in his world.
The sounds of steps coming up behind me made me snap out of whatever daydreams I had of escaping this place. This was real, Allison; this was your life being hunted down by guards for being in the wrong place at the wrong time, but that always seemed to apply to me!
“Allison, stop!” I was just about to crawl under the first fences that made me finally leave the upper parts of the village when a hand grasped firmly around my ankle, pulling me back to my first horrified screams of being dragged like a doll in the cold dirt below me.
I rolled over quickly, blinking at the big man towering over me, his eyes worried when I was still unsure whether I was dreaming. He wouldn’t be with me, not when he was supposed to be with that pretty mate with her arms all over him!
“Alpha.” I don’t know where my anger came from. He hadn’t done anything I hadn’t expected from a man like him. He was an Alpha, and they were selfish and vicious. Everybody knew that!
He stared at me, not knowing if he was angry. I bet he saw I had gone against his wishes, first trying to reject him and now sneaking off when he told me to stay put.
The attractive face changed when I was trying to get back up again. Did he think it was always easy being dragged in the dirt? I wanted nothing to do with that cheating bastard!
“Don’t call me that. You are my mate!” He was squatting down when I scoffed at the hand he gave me, slapping it away. I called him whatever I wanted, and he had no power over me!
“Yeah, I could tell from the way you were dancing….” I hated that I sounded so hurt, and I was. He didn’t even deny it when he got a sad look replacing the anger burning inside the green eyes. I was held back, holding him off with my arms crossed; I wanted nothing from him and this pack; no matter what he told me, he had no idea what I had sacrificed, only to give it up to the first beautiful girl he had seen!
“Listen, Allison, you have got this all wrong about me dancing with Sabrina and… well, didn’t you want me to move on anyway? Why are you complaining?” the smirk made me sick like he was enjoying seeing my jealousy, like I had any control over it. I didn’t!
“You ungrateful bastard! I gave you freedom from me, and that is what you do with it, some stupid w***e!?” my eyes swirled when he followed me up, towering over me again when I wanted him gone, not caring a second that he was making me ache for the mere touch!
The Alpha growled back, losing patience way faster when people weren’t around watching him to my snarl. He was just using me, the same as everyone else in this pack! He didn’t want me! Just use me when nobody is watching, and then return to the blonde with all the proper blood!
“I may be a bastard, but you are the one that’s struggling! I’m f*****g here to mark you, and you want me to what? Get back there and dance with Sabrina, like I know that you don’t f*****g love me, no matter how much you are trying to hide it!” He was closer, leaning in when I gulped again, my eyes shifting nervously, seeing his beast pushing out, being on edge when the party at his mansion still could be heard in the distance, alone in the dark alleyway.
I swallowed again, knowing he was right, and it was killing me. why was I the only one of us seeing the bigger picture here anyway? He was what? Going to mark me, make me his mate? An Omega girl with no connections or ties to anyone, no f*****g worth, and he thought that anyone would ever take him seriously again. Yeah, I didn’t think so!
“I don’t want to be your Luna. You get that, Alpha!? I’m f*****g leaving when I get the chance, and there isn’t anything you can do about that!” I hissed, it being pushed back, gasping for air when the strong body had me trapped between me and the wall, the same as before. This time, it was even harder, my core aching when he was breathing faster over being so close, same as me.
“You want that, huh?! You want to leave here and never return, knowing I will f**k Sabrina. You are going to be out there in the f*****g cold when you could be in my bed!?” the slight sensation of his fingers grazing my jaw before cupping it was making me want to cry and moan at the same time, my feet dangling in the air being held up at the cold surface. Still, I didn’t care about that, only the angry eyes that were hurt, burrowing their way into mine. I wasn’t going to lie. His telling me that he was going f**k another girl drove me insane!
“I want nothing from you or that w***e you have chosen!” he didn’t even believe me, seeing the same smirk come back when my voice wasn’t convincing. I was shaking, feeling his hands grip me tighter like I couldn’t escape no matter how much I wanted, and that was it. I didn’t want him to let me go, which was killing me.
“I haven’t chosen anyone but you, and still, you f*****g struggling against me. You do know that I don’t care, I can f*****g mark you, and you can't say s**t about that part, isn’t that right, Omega?!” he was using the Alpha voice that made me whimper, feeling my chest get heavy, no! that was not fair, no sane Alpha would ever mark me, he was crazy!
I didn’t have time to answer when I suddenly felt the intense kiss all over my lips, making my breath disappear. This strong current was between us when I already had answered back, fumbling with my hands climbing over his neck and face, wanting more of whatever he was giving me. I needed it!
“You like that, don’t you, baby?” His voice was dark and amused, almost pleased, as I narrowed my eyes in the dark, ashamed that he was right. I did like it, and I could not do anything about it… I looked at him, tired. What did he want from me? We could not be together, and that was it; it was just as well that he left me and returned to her.
“Don't call me that….” Why was I the only one of us who could see that he could not be with me? I got up now, and he followed my movements but did not move away, ensuring I did not escape from his presence, trapping me closer to him.
“Allison … baby… I'll call you whatever I want. You are mine.” his words were harsh again when I gasped from the bond that yanked at me again, wanting me to get closer to him even though he sounded so angry and determined. I turned my head away. I hated that I felt like this; it would have been easier not to feel anything at all than to have him in front of me in the dark and say things that made my knees jelly.
I could not answer anymore as I just trembled inside, damn him! Standing there, looked terrific and said things that made me lose my breath when we both knew this would never work. He would never have respect from anyone, Alpha, with me by his side…
“Why are you struggling? You know you want me, Allie baby?” His voice was dangerous now that he had seen how vulnerable I was. My walls were torn down, and I had nothing left to give when he approached me without even letting me think about what we were doing when he kissed me again.
I whined at how good it felt from his mouth against mine and his hands that held me so securely and powerfully that they never wanted to let go when he pushed me against the wall again. I gave in and let his tongue come into my mouth again and wrapped my arms around him. At this moment, I would steal the time we had together here before I had to go as most men of any rank avoided me like the plague, afraid of getting dirty by my mere presence.
I moaned, his hands sliding down between my legs. I held back the moan that ran through me as his hand between my thighs made it burn in a way I had never felt before and made me want more of what he was doing when I breathed heavier from the slightest movement of his fingers on the rough cloth that was the only thing shielding me from his advantages.
Caressing my stomach with his hand, which was exposed under the suit, and down towards the waistband, making me stiff from his teasing movements; as much as I wanted him to continue, he must have felt it because he stopped to my disappointment when we both stood there breathless and confused.
I heard the footsteps of the guards, who were curious now. I was just about to escape when he caught me in the arm hard like there was no chance he would let go now that I had allowed him to get so close to me. We stood completely still when the guards saw a couple of figures in the dark.
Before I knew it, I was hiding behind him. The two men looked amused before they saw their alpha face, the darkness swirling in the burning eyes, standing there and looking like he wanted to kill them to even exist in the same world we were in. He must have asked them to go to hell via the link when they looked nervous and disappeared before they had even seen me.
"Oh, shit......" I giggled, not knowing it from the tension in my stomach, slumping down and relaxing before I realized I was leaning against him! I was leaning against the Alpha, and he let me do it!
He didn't say a word, staring at the guards making their way back, drunk on duty, and was probably getting a whipping for it; at least, that's what I would have gotten.
My hands were still pressed against his hard backside. Oh god, and he smelled so good, didn't he? I was leaning closer, not even struggling, when the big Alpha turned around and pulled me into his arms; it felt perfect.
"Allison, just let me mark you; that's all I want…” his voice was pleading as I shook my head as if something had awakened in me hearing those words. He had kissed someone else, and that still hurt like hell.
He didn't decide my fate, Alpha or not!
“Mark your girlfriend!” I said the words cold, colder than I had expected when he laughed as if he found my struggle entertaining, a challenge for him to break down with time. “I’m not f*****g marking anyone who is not my Luna, and you know that the sooner you realize it, you will see that I am the only one for you....”
He leaned forward dangerously again and looked at me with controlled eyes. He was dangerous, and I knew it.
“Can’t mark her, but you can f**k her?” I sounded so jealous, and I knew it as his smile widened that he loved every second that I suffered from it, seeing him with someone else.
“Well, I wasn't planning on doing that, but now… since you don’t want the spot…” I rolled my eyes. He was stupid, and so typically, all men in his position, no matter what he said to me!
“Do it then!” I said, gritting my teeth because I knew my voice would betray me if I didn’t, that I was about to start bawling again like a child, not someone who had fought all her life to be alive.
“With that blessing, how can I not?!” he said the words sarcastically when I wanted to escape. I would pack less, drift around by myself, and live in the woods like a wolf; if he did it, he would never find me again.
A rogue.
“Do it, and I’m gone!” I said threateningly, aware that I had no right to come with such demands when his eyes widened from the fear that came with it.
I already felt the anger pouring over his face when he grabbed me hard by my collar, pulled me up to him, and pressed me against the cold wall again.
Before I knew it, his teeth sank into my throat hard and mercilessly. I was screaming from the pain that spread from my throat to my chest, legs, and arms. Every little part of me felt like shards of ice in my veins.
"Daniel...." my lips mimed his name when the sharp fangs dug in deeper, making it harder for me to breathe. I was going to die, wasn't I? Oh, I was...thank goddess that he was the one; at least I could die here in the warmness of his heat and not alone in my mattress, I would never have made a good Luna, and he would get someone better, someone, that wasn't an Omega.