SAMANTHA
I'm consumed by regret and anger. He should have told me I had a child! I would have done anything to be there for her, to provide for her, to love her. But he kept it a secret, leaving me in the dark while she suffered. The thought of her tiny hands and feet, her innocent eyes, being neglected by him and the orphanage she was, it's a constant ache in my heart. I feel like I've failed her, like I've let her down. The weight of that guilt is crushing me, making it hard to breathe. If I ever see Josh again, I don't know what I'll do.
I'm still torn, but I signed a contract, so here I am. George's 64th birthday party is being held at the penthouse, and Carlton wanted to attend alone, but George specifically requested that we both come. He's been unusually quiet since everyone found
