Hope
I can't stand to be near Zayn right now! I just want to go home but I don't want to give that b***h the satisfaction. I cannot believe what Mandy said, he did deny seeing her but I cannot help how I'm feeling. I feel like an i***t! Everyone here knows what a player he is and then here I am thinking he loves me.
He loves me because of the mate bond. He was with Crystal and with Stephanie before me. He was with them willingly. With me he had to feel the mate bond to want me. But he was so sweet and sincere in Hawaii he always is when we're alone, I cannot help feeling like I was forced on him.
I know what mates are and how this works but still I hate that he has been with so many different women. One of which is standing by Jason, Matt and his mate. She keeps looking my way every f
