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    Before I get into my story let me introduce myself properly, I'm Ivey Graham. I'm 24 years old I’m around 5 foot 2, a little plumb as my mom calls it with a nice figure, caramel skin as my mom is Greek and my dad was Jamaican and shoulder-length curly hair with a great life. I'm the leading Head Hunter here in New York and engaged to as far as I'm concerned a great black brother if you know what I mean.        We've been together three years now and we are paving our life out, dealing with careers and personal issues but truth be told I feel like all I do is give and give. What does it take for a woman to get some loving up in here? First of all, I don't mean s*x that is not an issue, I'm talking about some intimacy. We’ve had our past troubles like any other couple and are still trying to work through them.     If your girl sees your back more than she any other part of your body something is wrong and to be honest this feels wrong. I've tried talking to him for the longest time about how I feel but this guy is as hard as a flipping rock if you know what I mean. I really do think I love him but the last month has had a sista messed the f**k up        Two months ago, I was transferred from our Upper East Side Office to our Down Town Office to help a new partner ease into his/her job. I wasn't given much information other than that said partner was from London, England and would make a great addition to our team. I'm not totally thrilled about this transfer or helping a timid individual with their new life when I'm trying to fix mine before it gets any worst. I don't really have anyone to talk to because well I'm originally from Alaska and moved to New York fully after University to be with Antonio, my fiancée 2 years ago and to be truthful all my friends are tired of my rants and plus they can't stand him.     Antonio is a great guy once you get to know him. He is a little cocky, self-centered and overachieving, we both shared a passion to have a better future but lately, he has been more obsessed with his job and I have become of little importance and more of a competition. Which makes what comes next all the crazier.