CHAPTER SIX
My pulse races with the rhythm of the night as I push through the dense foliage at the edge of our territory. The mountain air is crisp and sweet with the scent of pine and burgeoning spring flowers. I should have suspected something was up when Silas insisted on me heading out for a 'clear your mind' run but, in truth, my mind's been too cluttered to catch onto anything.
"Happy Birthday, Sage!" A chorus of familiar voices startles me into stillness as I emerge into a clearing that’s been transformed into an enchanting enclave of celebration.
I blink in disbelief. Twinkling lights are strung between trees, casting a soft glow over the smiling faces of my pack. Tables groan under the weight of dishes piled high with food, and someone has taken the time to weave wildflowers into garlands that drape over every surface. My heart swells with warmth, chasing away the evening chill. This is their doing, their love molded into something tangible.
"Surprised?" Silas appears beside me, his green eyes sparkling with mirth that's as infectious as his laughter.
"Completely," I admit, allowing myself to be pulled into the throng of well-wishers. Hugs and hearty pats come from every direction, each touch a testament to the tight-knit bonds of the Solar Crest Pack.
As the party unfolds around us, the chatter blends with the crackling of the bonfire, creating a melody unique to nights like these. People dance, eat, laugh – it’s a symphony of joyous life.
"Here." Silas's voice draws me back, and he hands me a small, neatly wrapped box. His casual demeanor doesn't quite reach his eyes, which hold a depth of emotion he's not voicing.
"Silas, you didn't have to—"
"Of course, I did," he interrupts, his tone softened by the tenderness of our years of friendship. "Go on, open it."
My fingers work through the ribbon and paper with a gentleness that contrasts the wildness of our surroundings. Inside lies a pendant, a delicate silver wolf mid-howl, moonstone cradled within its raised head. It's more than just beautiful; it's a piece of art that speaks of our heritage, of our connection to the moon and to each other.
"Silas, it's... it's perfect," I breathe out, awe lacing my words.
"Thought it suited you," he says, a playful shrug accompanying his words. But his gaze holds mine for a beat too long, hinting at layers and promises unspoken between us.
"Would you...?" I trail off, lifting the pendant and my hair in silent request.
"Of course." His fingers brush against my skin as he fastens the clasp, sending a shiver down my spine that has nothing to do with the night air.
"Thank you," I whisper, turning to meet his smile with one of my own – a smile that I realize carries more weight than the gratitude it conveys.
"Anything for you, Sage," he replies, before being called away by another pack member, leaving me with the cool metal resting against my chest and a warmth in my heart that flickers like the flames of the bonfire.
The fire crackles and hisses, sending a cascade of sparks into the night sky. I stand amidst my pack, the warmth of the blaze competing with the warmth spreading through me from Silas's gift. My fingers touch the silver pendant at my throat; its presence is both comforting and unsettling.
Laughter erupts from a group nearby, their joy infectious, but it's the weight of a stare that pulls at my senses. I lift my gaze across the firepit. Torin stands alone, removed from the festivities, observing the scene before him. His stance is casual, an alpha at ease among his kin, yet there's an intensity in his brown eyes that seems to cut through the flickering light and shadow.
Our eyes lock, and something unspoken passes between us—a current as real as the mountain air. The connection stirs a flurry of butterflies in my stomach, each one fluttering with the thrill of being noticed by him, seen by him in this sea of celebration.
I know I should look away, break the hold of that penetrating gaze, but I can't. It feels like we're engaged in a silent conversation, one that's been ongoing since I first understood the depth of our bond as packmates... and perhaps more.
"Enjoying your birthday?" Torin's voice cuts through the din as he takes a step closer, his words for me alone.
"Very much so," I reply, hoping my voice doesn't betray the tangle of emotions inside me.
"Silas chose well," he nods toward the moonstone pendant, his voice even but not without a hint of something else—something I can't quite place.
"Thank you," I say, though it's not clear if I'm thanking him for the compliment or for the way my heart skips when he speaks.
He smiles, a subtle upward curve of his lips that doesn’t quite reach his eyes, and I'm reminded of all the reasons why he's our alpha. He exudes strength and certainty, a pillar for the pack, and yet there’s a gentleness there, reserved, perhaps, for moments just like this.
"Torin, I—" I start, but the rest of my sentence dissolves into the music and chatter around us.
"Save the dance for me later?" he asks, the invitation clear in his tone.
"Of course," I answer, my pulse quickening at the prospect. But as he nods and retreats back to his solitary vigil, my mind spins with questions about what it means for us, for me, caught in this complicated web of affection for two wolves who are so different yet equally captivating.
As the party continues, it's as though I'm moving through a fog, my thoughts consumed by the dual gravity of Silas and Torin. They are the sun and moon of my world, and like the terrain around us—unyielding and wild—I find myself navigating the rocky landscape of my own heart, unsure of which path to take.