I didn't speak to him for two days , but somehow I would wake up in his room yet I slept in guest room . Am going to be honest , I dont hate him , I am just upset at myself I feel so angry that I cant provide for my children , when Royalty clung on him it really touched me , she doesnt cling on me like that , it made me realise I failed her and her sister that they dont want to have me anymore . Jacob and I haven't had a conversation about everything , he will drop by today to bring another crib for the twins . I ran them a bath our special bonding time changed them and played a little , I fed them and we sat at the back yard basking . They fell asleep shortly . I took them to their cradle . "Hey Kat "came Jacob's voice . "Hey Jake "I said giving him a hug . He looked at his sis